In these words I cried,
A thousand -
millions tears,
That I am sincerely,
Honestly -
and always will.

In these inks,
Stories are told,
The secrets,
I choose to tell -
perhaps not.

Pages - wasted,
Memories - fades,
Surreal realities,
Everything moves -
In a pace
I can't adapt.

The cover,
Can't hide me anymore,
Thick or thin,
I am fully exposed,
Feelings, tears and heartaches..

Dear love,
I hope you're doing fine,
Letting you go -
Is not an option,
I just have to let you fly free.

If it's not meant to be,
Then I'll let it be,
I'll walk away from your shadow,
I'll walk away from your life.

I know you'll be okay,
I know you'll be fine,
I have faith in you,
Always have and always will.

Dear love,
If only you knew,
How hard it must have been,
To still be calling you love,
To still be wanting you.

All I can do -
Is wish,
Wishing that you're doing fine.

I am okay,
I still have you -
Hidden in the unseen rainbow.

A glimpse of you,
Touches my heart,
I was stunned;
For a moment,
I thought it was the end.

Time just stop,
As I embrace you,
You smell like roses,
And I smell like grass.

I wanted to be needed,
And you make me feel that,
I wanted to be safe,
And you gave me that,
Oh how I wish it would last.

It have to end,
Time -
have to move,
I was stunned,
Again the heartbeats stopped,
As I am dying,
Wanting you more than ever.

Nothing last,
Nothing does,
All I can do is cherish you,
Our memories - our sins,
Goodbye my love,
My lord, my King.

Breathe it says,
Stay strong,
And live..

But it leave,
The moment I am strong,
My heart - it left..

It flew,
To a faraway land,
A land ceased to exist..

It moves,
I stayed,
Truth in fairytale..

Nothing changing,
We'll be history,
In this chapter - we'll disappear..

Close your eyes,
And listen deeply,
The wind is weeping,
As he is fading.

The memories of us,
Slowly passing by,
Leaving no trace,
Of reminiscence.

Even the wind;
It wept,
Ceased - vanished,
Forgotten yesteryear.

I envy the wind,
That blows through you,
I envy the air,
That you breathe into,
Because I never be those little things,
That you will always keep close to you.

You said that you’ll stay,
But you never did,
You said that you’ll come,
But I knew it from the start,
The lies that you put,
In these beautiful words,
Too good to be true,
Too fragile to ignore.

And yet I keep on falling,
Falling for those lies,
Because I have already did,
Falling deep into your arms,
Falling over and over again,
Apart into pieces,
And yet here I am,
Still trying to believe…

I really really do,
From the very first time,
I doubt that we will ever,
But it all just starts…

I can’t get you out,
I can’t get you in,
Because I am afraid,
Of losing both – again

I am not perfect,
And I will never be,
That is why,
I am so afraid.

But the truth is,
I am not afraid of losing you,
But I am afraid of letting you go.