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 Mar 2015
Sydney Ann
None of you have heard the story--
not of fame and fortunate glory,
not one considered inherently gory--
just the story of me.

I need to stop being a loner
and quit hanging out with all the stoners,
my bad-*** shoes are actually loaners,
I need to be myself.

I can be a real shadow and still have friends,
People who will be there until the end,
they'll always be there for what's 'round the bend
But they don't have to know my true feelings.

So I'm getting out
and I'm joining reality,
never mind using
these ******* formalities
my life so far
sounds like a tragedy
but I'm ready to be done with my past.
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
Take a breath ill pull myself together.
Just another step till I reach the door. You'll never know the way it tore me up inside to see you.
I wish I could tell you something to take it all away.
Tell you something to bring back your faith.
Sometimes I wish that I could save you.
And their so many things that I want you to know.
I wont give up till its over, even if it takes you forever.
I want you to  know that when I hear your voice.
Its drowning in the whispers.
Its just skin and bone, their nothing left to take.
And no matter What I do I cant make you feel better
If only I could find the answer to help you understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
And their so many things that I wish you would have known.
I hope you know I wont give up till the end.
I hope you understand I meant it ' forever till the end'
I want you to know that If you fall, tumbledown.
Ill pick you off from the ground.
And if you loose faith in the world ill hold you so that you know their is still good to.
Tell me you wont give up, and ill be their if you do.
Sometimes I wish I could save you
and theirs so much you should have known.
I wont give up till its over. If it takes you forever.
I want you to know I meant 'forever till the end'
And I wish that I could have saved you
Their are so many things you never will see
Just don't give in tonight
don't give up on me.
 Mar 2015
Sydney Ann
Make a collaboration with everyone. everyone you can get adds a stanza to make a makeshift masterpiece!!! tag it #unitepoems
 Mar 2015
Sydney Ann
Life is like a spider's web
Piece by piece
Thread by thread
We work so hard to get it right
It's pieces pure
It's tendrils tight
You've taught me how to see my web
Through different eyes of different sizes
And recognise it's clever guises for what they really are
In other words, thanks for the insight
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
Broken I have sung my song
Broken I have bean for so long
shattered by this signal thought
Would you miss me if I were gone?
True am I to my word
I will not forsake the world
I am not the girl I once was
Songs of beauty have lost the once loved
now and agene '
I will sing out a second
but, broken have I stayed
a dream that longs to fade
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
I SEE
YES I SEE
I SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK
I SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME
TO MUCH
YES IT IS TO MUCH
YOUR TUCH
YOUR TUCH IS MY SIN
I TAKE IT AS I HAVE BEAN
BROKEN
NO I AM ALIVE
SADEND
BUT I WILL NOT FALL AGENE
BROKEN.....
            
                     IN PAIN........
                        
                                      NEVER THE SAME........
 Mar 2015
Sydney Ann
Through this fire I will make you burn
On and on, you people never learn

With these hands broken scared
I will turn you into a work of art

I'll mend your bones
I'll melt your skin
I'll drag you to the dark


Don't fight
as I tear you apart
Never once always twice
don't even try to get away
you're here to stay

Holding back the fire
Slipping to desire
Waiting for the crash
Everything turns to ash**

how could we face this
How did we turn into this
Broken I am changed
I know ill never be the same
Collaboration with the beautiful Andie Ostrander
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
Through this fire I will make you burn
On and on, you people never learn

With these hands broken scared
I will turn you into a work of art


I'll mend your bones
I'll melt your skin
I'll drag you to the dark


Don't fight
as I tear you apart
Never once always twice
don't even try to get away
you're here to stay


holding back the fire
slipping to desire
waiting for the crash
everything turns to ash

**how could we face this
How did we turn into this
Broken I am changed
I know ill never be the same
me and the beautiful Triple
 Mar 2015
Sydney Ann
Hey....                         You
I know you've            heard it before
but you just don't understand how fake we all
look I do it too I try not to you talk about yourselves
don't question life want to be different but end up be
-ing the same on all the things that matter help
me change the world support not all I wa
-nt: to not have to hide and to not be
disgusted with everyone for
neglecting the imp
-ortance
of li
-fe
Please, re-evaluate what's really important, your video-game, or the environment. Vines, or teen suicide. Every little thing counts
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
words are my cuts
pain is my dress
scars are my jewelry
hate is the melody
burns on my neck
discrimination such a symphony
I cannot describe
how bad it really hurt
With all this said I have to say I want the world to burn
one for the words they say
too for the hate
just skip three and four
five because it hurts much more
Your words has shown now layed down on my skin
how bad you never know its been
A tear for the little girl
that they always wished I had been
Who could have save me with such simple words '
if somebody just said
they knew how bad it really hurt
and knew how bad its been.
FOR ALL THE VICTUMS OF SUISIDE WHO DID NOT GET RECOGNISED BECAUSETHEY WERE DEMED UN-CONSEQWENTIAL, BY THE MIDEA. AND TO ALL PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEAN AFECTED BY IT YOU ARE NOT ALONE
 Mar 2015
Andie May ostrander
I have found the place in me
That I feel is enough

I have found my place
Weir I am excepted
weir I am enough

I wont need your words anymore
I know that I'm not worthless

Just think back to how its bean
I know that we ended broken
But in the end you taught me something

I am more than your words say I am
I am more than your words that slowly **** me

I wish I could have found out sooner
as I'm lade down in my grave
I want you to know it was never the things you said
But the fact that you said it with a straight face.
I wrote this because it is the closest thing to me I have been suicidal, and I believe that if I had not found this place in me ,that I can go to whenever I am feeling bad that I would have ended up like this....I dedicate this to all the victims of somebody's words, and to all victims of bullying because I know what it feels like to be hurt. Just know that you are enough no matter what people say words cannot take away your worth.
 Feb 2015
Sydney Ann
he never lets
anyone in

and probably
never will

he keeps it locked
away inside

so good at secrets
no one is even

suspicious
Wrote this in creative writing class
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