I have kissed boys

Girls

People in between

But lately I have been kissing bottles

Their lips are colder than yours

But slowly I have realized that the pounding headache when I wake is less hurtful than the shattering in my chest

Yet as these toxins rush through my veins

I can't help but miss the tracing of your fingers along my skin

Miss the numbness of the world when you lie with me

But when I wake I remember that a headache is treated with an aspirin

While heartache

Well if you have a cure for Heartache let me know

"I'm an open book"
She says

Written in
code.

she is a happy ending,
not everyone can wait for.

And over time,
My pen stopped bleeding
But my heart didn't

Heaven rained on me,
I breathed in the petrichor,
Bathed in the downpour.