the word home
only exists within
the comforts of you
in my arms
the moon song (cover) by Savannah Brown
what a great goddess I'm in love with
some say that death is a fate
not worthy of even
the cruelest of killers
yet here I am
waiting for the sweet release of death
from this world
which has left me only
and in pain
what what what what the actual ****
I'm not sad as much but this is an old one I've been meaning to share but I haven't so here you go
Human By Of Monsters and Men
you say, 'be careful with yourself'
i feel my hands shake
and I reply, 'I don't know how'
Glowing Eyes by Twenty One Pilots
to be in this moment forever,
with our legs intertwined,
our lips pressed together,
our hands everywhere and nowhere,
and my body on fire,
would surely be heaven itself
who says you can't make out on a first date
Conqueror by AURORA
not even words can describe
the mess you make of me
with just one glance
fuckity **** ****
Without You by Oh Wonder
is like watching
the sun rise;
I don't think my heart
know how to beat to
the sound your name
The Sound by The 1975
I'm v happy rn
you were a dream turned
into the startling reality
that shattered my heart
i just really like these two girls and i have zero chance with both of them and i am a stupid angsty teen
for who could learn to
love something as broken
"missing you comes in waves
I am drowning"
On My Mind by Ellie Goulding
if i said "i love you"
nearly as much
as i said "i'm sorry"
maybe we could've been something.
not sleeping anytime soon
someone stab me in the thigh
Ghosts by PVRIS
I wish we would go stargazing
so you could see constellations,
while I admire the one right next to me
**** I hate Valentine's Day
Freckles and Constellations by Dodie Clark
you were a virus,
polluting my mind and veins,
and I'm the fool that trusted you
now I left digging deeper and deeper into my skin
just trying to get every single piece out of my system before it kills me
similar to You're In My Veins but pffffttt
Therapy by All Time Low
my mind is a jukebox
playing music on repeat
for an audience of one
and for free
some days it's a new song
other days it's a commercial jingle
most days it's your laugh
love you like a love song by Selena Gomez
sleep? what is that?
i hate that i can't control my emotions when it comes to you
i hate that the thought of you beings tears to my eyes
but still makes my heart beat faster
i hate that your smile makes everything else fade to gray
i hate that loving you is so much more painful than it should be
sometimes I wish I had pit of darkness where my heart is like Trump
**** me up by gnash
it's been months
and I'm still not sure
if you were worst thing or
the best thing
that ever happened to me
I wrote this a while back when I was still crushing after this girl but I think it's still relevant
idfc by Blackbear
Breathing is hard
when you're drowning in your own sadness
and you were a life saver
keeping me afloat from the pain
but I guess you didn't care to pull me back to shore
and my I'm slowly losing my grip
I need to sleep
Everyday feels like Halloween
when you wear the mask of happiness
Trick or Treat by Ghost Town
They say you are not the sum of your mistakes
but how can that be true, darling,
if all I am is a mistake
Life's sad sometimes.
Talk Me Down by Troye Sivan
I am no Edgar Allen Poe
or Robert Frost
I cannot spin my feelings
into a beautiful poetic symphony for you
I can only be honest and true to what I think
I have always thought you were the most beautiful one in any room
Another Lonely Night by Adam Lambert
It's my birthday in like 2 hours but I'm feeling bad again cause the only gift I want is the gift that is impossible.
I thought we were written in the stars
When in reality,
We were just scrawled messily in a bathroom stall
Fools by Troye Sivan
I wonder if there are so little stars in the night sky,
Because they decided to live inside your shining eyes.
Yellow by Coldplay
I'm cold and feeling emotions.
I want to say "I love you"
But I settle for "Goodnight and sweet dreams"
Because loving means falling
And I have a fear of heights.
Pro to dating me:
I'll probably end up writing stupid, sappy and corny love poems for/about you.
Con to dating me:
I probably end up delaying everything else to write that one poem so I eventually end up drowning in work.
Rock N Roll by Avril Lavigne
My heart is empty.
It once thrived but once it's residents no longer needed it,
My heart became deserted.
A few scars and remembrances of a time long gone still remain.
You would not find a single soul though.
My heart was used for what it was worth
And then abandoned.
Ghost Town by Adam Lambert
The fact of the matter is that
I love you in a way that
You do not.
I will sit here with my bouquet of roses
Waiting for you though,
Cause you still matter.
Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys
I should think about sleeping.
(of a knife, pencil, etc.) having a worn-down edge or point; not sharp.
having a flat or rounded end.
(of a person or remark) uncompromisingly forthright.
Today, my mom called me blunt.
And I have to admit that it's true
My thoughts and words are blunt and can hit you like a rock
I realized I am also blunt.
I was once quick and sharp,
Ready to take on the world and fight
Fight like hell
Yet now, I can't
My mind isn't as strong- willed as it used to be
My body isn't as tough as it used to be
They're tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Years of seeing horror and death,
You become used to it
Years of fighting,
You get too battered to stand up once more and fight.
I've become blunt and unbelievably tired.
If only my words were to become true.
I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance
I still mark your birthday on my calendars,
I just don't have the courage to say happy birthday to you.
It was your birthday a few days ago but I still haven't said happy birthday
One Last Time by Ariana Grande
I don't need you to love me for the rest of your life,
Just love me for the rest of mine.
Inspired by the movie Horns starring Daniel Radcliffe
I Love You by Woodkid
I have nothing to say anymore.
I refuse to dwell on what could've happened
And what did happen.
But now I have nothing to look forward to.
My days have become a routine, a chore.
Most days I wish to do nothing more then just lay in bed and sulk.
The things I used to love to do,
No longer do so.
A kind of tired that can't be fixed by sleep.
I have no idea where I was going with this but whatever. **** it.
Sail by AWOLNATION
I should do my HW.
But you still haven't responded,
What if you do while I'm gone and I can't reply?
Then you'll think you aren't important enough to respond to.
I guess I can hold off on it for a little longer.
Gawd I'm stupid for liking you.
But the way you laugh,
The way you talk,
The way you simply live.
(Dying whale noises)
God you're perfect in the most imperfect way.
So Imma just casually start recommending songs at the end...
Irresistible by Fall Out Boy (my latest obsession)
You were red.
You liked me cause I was blue.
You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky
And you decided purple just wasn’t for you.
Lyrics from Colors by Halsey
I highly recommend listening to it.
I just thought of this and wanted to see where it can go. I know I don't have enough followers for this kinda thing but oh well I have 69 (Teehee). The topic is Paradise. Make your own paradise in the form of a poem. Whether your paradise is found within the smile of your crush or a world with no homework I don't care. You have all the power here.
Tag it #paradisechallenge and I'll be checking the tag occasionally to see if anyone even cares. That's all. (fades into darkness)
Nothing hurts more
Than loving someone with all of your heart
While knowing they'll never feel the same
That every glance, touch and word
Is just another trivial event in their day
Yet any little exchange lights up your entire universe
And how you can accept every ounce of their being
For all their flaws, scars and broken pieces
But pettily find beauty in every imperfection
Stupid heart. Liking people who can feel the same. Tsk tsk tsk.
I destroy everything in my path
With only one weakness.
I'm a pyromaniac don't mind me.
In your eyes, I see the luster of the stars
And the loneliness of the moon.
I don't even know. I like space things and your eyes reminded me of something like that. I'll just go back to my Batcave.
You are not mine,
That you wish you were.
I create this idea
That you secretly
And I often forget
It's just something
I've made up.
You do not want me,
And you are not mine.
None of the words seem right without you.
^Reason as to why I can't really write anything.
She's an American beauty. I'm an American ******.
My discothèque, Juliet teenage dream.
You are my sunrise. Even in the middle of the night.
My stomach screams just when I look at you.
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week.
I think I want you more than want. And no I need you more than need
I only wanna be with you.
For you I'd bleed myself dry, For you I'd bleed myself dry.
Why can't you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things.
I'm a walking travesty but I'm smiling at everything.
I guess I kinda made a poem from song lyrics about someone.
High five to anyone who can name all the songs and artists without looking it up.
(You'd think this is easy but I have so many songs that it's hard to choose)
Where do I even start?
You were the apple of my eye.
You were the Maka to my Crona.
Or in the words on non-otakus:
You were the light in a tunnel of darkness.
We had so many good years.
You got me out of my shell.
You were the only one who could calm me down.
You know I didn't even know I loved you until it was too late.
I was away when they gave those letters out.
When I read mine that said I didn't get in, I shrugged it off.
When I heard you got in, I felt stabbed.
I almost cried.
All of a sudden, you were gone.
Some part of me thought I deserved it.
For not being smart enough,
For not being good enough,
For not being enough
What happened after is history.
History I don't feel like sharing,
'Cause it's ours.
You were my first love really.
I don't think I'll ever get over you,
And I don't think I ever really want to.
The day is green
And these chemicals are making me feel romantic.
I’m watching the children blink their eyes 182 times
A minute while the pilots of twenty one planes pass by.
The boys have fallen,
There has been a panic at some sorta disco
And the world is at the lowest of all times.
You were everything I wasn't
Everything you did was showered with applause
I was the bad seed.
And oh so angry.
Everything I did got me a scolding
And somehow, I fell for you harder than anyone else.
Too bad you didn't feel the same way.
American Beauty/American ****** by Fall Out Boy
I don't know how to stop writing about you
How to stop picturing myself with you
How to stop seeing you behind my eyelids
Each time I blink
Maybe you're in my bloodstream
Flowing to my heart, reminding it to beat,
But it is more likely you are simply
Each thought that I think
And I guess this is all there is
And maybe I'm out of luck
But in the words
Of the famous Kate Moss,
You're in my veins,
I kept looking through all the old messages we used to sent each other. And now I can't stop thinking about you.
Every love poem I read
Reminds me a little of you.
The way your eyes twinkle
The way your smile makes me incredibly clumsy
The way my heart races
The way I keep waiting for you to reply
These love poems are puzzle pieces
That form you when put together.
why won't they
will turn me
you are not the first girl
that I have fallen for
and I know I'm not the first girl
that you'd ever choose.
you are not the first girl
to have led me to longing
but you could be the first girl
I don't manage to lose
the engine is revving
the headlights are beaming
and I find that I'm losing
my hold on the thread that binds us together
that ties me so tightly
that keeps me attached to
the things left unsaid.
When my blue mood threatens to turn black,
you will show up and tell me my moods are
and suddenly the blue will not seem so dark,
more like the color of a noon-bright sky.
You bring the sun.
I have never felt the urge to jump off a bridge,
but there are times I have wanted to jump
out of my skin,
out of my life.
What do you say
when no one is
l i s t e n i n g?
You break my heart,
then ask why I'm in pain.