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Apr 2019 · 342
What is There to Fear?
Hanef Alinor Apr 2019
I used to always stay on my safe zone
Just by the beach, in the shore
I'm always walking bare feet,
Pondering in the cold sand
Away from the waters but close enough
For the sea foam to reach my ankles
Admiring the horizon I could never cross

Like a lone cloud in the vast blue sky
Solitude kept me company for ages
Only the sound of the birds singing
And the waves crashing to the rocks
Are there in the place of the voices
I should be hearing from people
I was used to being alone, or so I thought

What is in the ocean for me to fear?
Just my almost-midnight thoughts. Very messy.
Hanef Alinor Oct 2018
When I perish in the age of my youth
I want you to tell the people I love
All my feelings and all the truth
Tell them the life I dreamed of
A life like a bird who wanders

Tell my parents I have died trying
Trying to fight off my demons
But what just happened is I tried dying
For I have no reasons to win
So I let darkness take in

Still I have some innocence of a child
So I want you to burn my body whole
Scatter my ashes in the ocean
Keep my love in your heart
Relieve our memories in your mind

And remember that my death is just the beginning,  
A beginning of a world without me in it
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Sep 2018 · 415
Go Deeper
Hanef Alinor Sep 2018
The sun is orange hue when it's about to die
During the moments when he bid me his goodbye
The sound of the ocean waves and chirping birds is my reply
I did not speak for I don't want to say another lie

As the sun completely hid behind the darkness of the night
I tried to convince myself that my feelings were alright
Now I walked my way towards the cold sea to be out of sight
I go deeper and deeper because I don't want to see tomorrow's light
Wrote this during our Creative Writing subject. Too short but I hope you liked it.
May 2018 · 237
Confession
Hanef Alinor May 2018
By the beach
Stars out of reach
They thought the silence is a pain
But the winds are talking
Nothing to lose, something to gain
So they're no longer hiding

Tongues tied
Words died
They were the two lost souls
That confessed their emotions
And their hearts with holes
Are filled with redemptions
Sorry for the poor writing. I wanted to write something nice but my mind is too occupied with other stuff.
Jan 2018 · 511
Pain is My Pleasure
Hanef Alinor Jan 2018
He hurts me while he's smiling
I would die just to feel his pain
His warmth is what I'm aching
I'd dance in his stormy rain

My skin and bones are trembling
Not in fear but in sinful pleasure
The liquor and sweat are reeking
His rancid aroma that I treasure

The one thing people are saying
Is to abandon my lust for him
I know he's the only one I'm craving
So I pretend he loves me in my dream

I'll receive his every demons and light
Just for him to come to me everynight
****, I was a little too emotional tonight. So I ended up writing this poem.
Nov 2017 · 444
Fire
Hanef Alinor Nov 2017
He is a fire, was once a spark
Approached by no one, feared by
everyone
They never go near, for he burns marks
Scars that will never be gone

He lighted the dark with his flames
Left alone, and he went rampage
People pointed fingers, he got the blame
Blindly, he was forgetten and left to age

But if we feel his pain, his burning ember
We could see pass the ashes of his fire
Give empathy for him to remember
That he's the flame made to inspire
Heyow
Oct 2017 · 354
Last Kiss
Hanef Alinor Oct 2017
The last moments of us kissing
It tasted like my first time smoking
The feelings were sad and bitter
The tastes that I refuse to remember
Let's pray for the world. It feels like killing is such an easy thing nowadays.
Aug 2017 · 398
Rain:Pain
Hanef Alinor Aug 2017
The rain whispers to my ear
Pouring emotions is what I fear
The former blue sky has cried
As you loved me but I only tried

Just the droplets' tapping sound,
Can make my mind go around
I don't want to be broken-hearted
So I hide when the rain has started

I was only expecting it to rain
For I cannot handle a little pain
Like the clouds creating a form
It turns out you are a storm
Guys support my desperate ***.
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Aug 2017 · 411
J O Y R I D E
Hanef Alinor Aug 2017
We are two sinners trying to run away
The world is where we can't stay
It's like were not meant to be here
Living our life with full of fear

Fugitives that escaped from the cage
The cage that is full of hate and rage
Now they are breaking our ties
But their mouth is filled with lies

So take me out this late at night
We have to chase the moonlight
I know I have you by my side
Let us take the last joy ride

We are aware that 'tis the last
Behind is where we leave the past
I will take everything I need
And we'll follow the moon's lead

Have fun in this fuzzy escapade
Cherish the memories we have made
The moment we lose our breath
We made it there, the place is death
Being gay is sad even though the word gay is synonymous to happy.
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Jul 2017 · 630
Kind of...
Hanef Alinor Jul 2017
I kinda care for you
I kinda don't care
But whatever you do
My eyes can't stop its stare

I kinda feel jealous
I kinda feel apathy
But when you're with someone
I always feel agony

I kinda need you
I kinda think u'r useless
But like a necessity,
Without you, I am lifeless

I kinda feel love
I kinda hate you
But no matter what
The heart knows what's true
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Jul 2017 · 266
Brief
Hanef Alinor Jul 2017
Our fate was set
The first time we met

And now we regret
Moments we didn't get
Just like one of those nights when I can't sleep, random thoughts kept on messing up my head. So here it is.
Jul 2017 · 507
Every time the Sun Sets
Hanef Alinor Jul 2017
I hope every time the sun sets
Reminds you of the first time we met
Maybe that will change your mind
Maybe try the love you didn't find

I hope every time the sun sets
Memories that I should forget
Would go along the dying sun
For they have caused us no fun

I hope every time the sun sets
The orange tinted sky will reset
The installed feelings I had
They only made two people sad

I hope every time the sun sets
My heavy heart filled with regrets
Find its acceptance for the real
And eventually make time to heal
wrote this last night when I can't sleep

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