A heart crushed
Craves love

Yet it can no longer
Trust

When I'm around you
Love is in the air
When I found you
We make a good pair

We're too attached now
We can't spend days alone
We're too possessive now
We're still kids, not grown

Smile through the tears
Look pain in the eye
Dance through the fire
Leave them wondering how and why

Aim for the galaxy
Claim the stars
Let the planets watch in awe
Make the sun envy your scars

Time ticking like a bomb as I fall back into self-destruction,
my life taking a turn into a disordered direction;
the pain sweeps through my body like a hurricane
ripping every part of me apart as it twists through every vein.
I’m suffocating with every breath I take,
so fragile I am, it’s causing me to break.
I don’t wish to be a part of the earth any longer
the wish to come to one’s own end grows ever stronger.

Broken was the way it felt,
Betrayal was a word on the edge.
But known it was that,
Fault there wasn't any.

No promises were made,
there was no meeting of minds.
So how to enforce,
a contract never made.

Naive it is to brood.
Lost one has,
only a perception.
But is 'only' a word apt?

Belief without understanding,
that's how to term it.
The perception one had,
a perception based on facts incomplete.

Answer I can't,
because vanity still holds,
me in its grip tight.