i was glass when you found me,
you knew how fragile i was,
just cleared from the hospital,
just learning how to sleep again
without getting woken up
every thirty minutes for vitals
and medication
i was glass when you found me,
you held me in your palms
like a waterglobe,
occasionally swaying me from
side to side
to see what i was like inside
i was glass when you found me,
glistening and elegant
but desperately scared
of falling off the ledge,
like the vase on our dresser-
daisies in my hair,
but potential tragedy everywhere
i leaned into you
and begged you to hold me up
you didn't drop me on accident
i didn't slip from your grip
you didn't lose me
in a tired haze
or a lapse of judgement
you threw me into the gravel
with your arm up over your head
and your eyes closed
you broke me
into fifty different pieces;
a graveyard of sharp edges,
a garden of glistening truths,
dimmed by the hovering hand
of dirt and sand
now boys are afraid
to pick me up off the ground,
i'm still right where you left me,
cause i'm not worth a cut on a hand,
no one will bleed for me,
not in this town
and to think,
all i wanted was to *******,
i never meant to love you,
all i wanted was to *******,
i wish i never met you