There needs to be a change
How one does that is an act of courage that needs to take place
I must jump from my safe space and into the pool of the unknown
I grow weak with each passing day
I'm scared I will not be able to keep afloat and retreat back to my safe space
shivering with regret
But isn't that the definition of courage?
The ability to do something that frightens one

I enjoy the thrill of the unknown
The uncertainty is killing me
But I'm living for it
What can I say?
I'm a thrill seeker
What's next?
What's left?
What's yet to come?
Will we ever know or just let it all go?

I don't want to be mad at you
I don't even want these feelings for you
Who can be mad at a face like that?
But what you did to me was wrong
I love our friendship
But it's becoming harder to move on
I'm in a torn state
You see
I can't just forget it all
I want things to go back before the fall
They never will and I need time

I saw you today
The room froze
A held breath
A skipped heartbeat
A smile that hypnotized me

I didn't want to fall in love again
I really didn't want anything
But seeing you here and now
I want everything