we dream like
an autumn sky,
shining in the
waters of a
haunting moon.
i put my
hand in yours,
get that rush
of fever, eye
seeking eye,
lip seeking lip,
leg seeking leg.

Am I losing my strength?
                   Or
Are they getting stronger?

I lay in bed,
I turn left, right,
It's 11 pm.
I turn left and right,
I wash my face,
It's 12 am.
I wash my face,
I burst into tears,
It's 1 am.
I burst into tears,
I cry, cry,
It's 2 am.
I cry and cry,
I cry myself to sleep,
It's 3 am.

That's the difference
between myself and autumn
I can't let you go

and I think the part
that gives me the most pain
is the fact that i will always love you
and you will never feel the same

Your harmful words
Pass through me as I bath in
My own compliments