I have been
down and confused.
feeling things
I used to
be used to.
it had become
a normal
but now,
it's new again.
feelings of guilt
for missing memories,
because the past
can't come back.
I don't miss the people
I miss the places
I miss the laughs
I miss the late nights
I miss the stupidity
the vulnerability.

Sun does not set in the east
Yet it always a dead end when we are near.

The pouring rain in dawn— we ease,
With my arms wrapped to your body securely.

Waves are against in every step with take,
but I have nothing to lose when I'm with you; we'll not retreat.

Stuck in a daze,
By what caught my gaze.
Like coming out of a haze,
Or some sort of phase.

Can't believe what I see,
The way it feels to me.
Wondering how this can be,
This feeling of glee.

How could I have gone,
So long,
It feels wrong,
But I feel like I belong.

Here in this moment,
Something feels potent.
I can't explain,
So many feelings remain.

Seeing you once more,
Walking through the door.
My heart aches,
Twisted by the hand of fates.

This moment I've dreamed of,
Like a sign from above.
I tremble and shake,
For the first time I'm awake...

They say, all good things must end
forever in your breath
your memory is my only companion
the pain afflicts

I am only your memories.

The most oft lie I tell is I know
second may--
I can't judge, quite yet, may be
I love you, too.