I remember that summer,
It was a little less hotter,
I’m not becoming colder.
I wish I were a little warmer.

‘Till the days that I remember,
When we were both still together,
It felt like forever.
But we began before it was over.

We walked hand in hand
Our feet were standing on golden sand.
Sunset is setting, seen by everyone’s eyes.
This is our different kind of paradise.

Until one day, you said “hey,
It’s time to say goodbye.”
A tear fell from my eye;
And tried to hide these feelings,
That I never wanted it to die.

I was happy that you came
To my summer romance .
Though I wanted you to stay
But there’s a part of me that says:
*“I hope you’ll go away.”

Just stay calm and act normal.
Always reminding myself when I'm talking to you.
Just like when I chat.
Just talk like I normally do.

Nobody knows the real me.
As I am, very silent, very moody.
I lived in a far away land called "Reality."
But realized it's hard to fit in,
Especially when you're still stuck in fantasy.

Good grades, happy family,
Met best friends, lived peacefully.
Until my life's been looked closely,
You won't know what it's like to be me.

I still strive hard to reach an unknown dream.
A dream even I, myself, never knew.
Well, my life won't stop there, it seem.
I'll just follow the path my dear author drew.

We were the same between the opposite
But you never notice.
Even wht I feel inside,
It was like I ws never there.

Time stops whenever we pass each other.
That's what I want you to feel.
The feeling of a little sister
Is what you let me feel.

I'm getting curious about you-
Since the day we got close.
We talked and chatted
'Til day becomes night.

You said you liked me,
But in the end, it was a joke.
'"I knew it," was my reply.
But hoping that was real.

It would stay a mystery- unless someone moves.
Thought of becoming us in one.
Could it be? Is still my fantasy?
Since were the same between the opposite.

When I first saw you,
I don't know what to do.
It feels like it was a scene from a movie-
with a perfect song playing in my earphones.

You approached me and said my name.
Once again I was speechless.
But before I could even reply,
you smiled and turned back to your friends.

I know my feelings were true
but I need to know yours too.
So i went alone to you;
I expressed all my hidden feelings-
and found out the truth.

The truth.
The truth that made me feel like an idiot.
The truth that I can't believe.
The truth that made me woke up from my fantasies.

Your heart told me.
My eyes saw it.
You were together.
My face might expressed my laughter-
but you cant see any deeper.

Now liking you doesn't exist in me.
I wasted so much time daydreaming.
Realized that I'm not really meant for you.
Started to pick myself up in this reality.

I never got an answer.
It means I was neither accepted- nor rejected.
Friends was in between though.
But it's okay to leave it like that.
Since your heart told me, my eyes saw it.