They told me you were bad for
I didn't listen
They looked through the facade you put on, only to see how horrible you really were

They warned me yet again
But I did not listen
Slowly but surely, piece by piece
You let your guard down
And eventually I saw the real you

The you that didn't love me
The you who felt sorry for me
The you that didn't give a **** about anything, really

You only put up with me because you knew I was nothing without you
Which was true
But you could've told me you didn't want to be with me anymore

Life was perfect- nothing to worry about
Enjoying everday, every minute, not and second
Never worrying about anything bad happening

But then, one day, things took a drastic turn
I'm now on the verge of ending my life
Nothing makes sense anymore, nothing matters anymore

The only thing that's stoping me is that:
I'll be hurting those around me, those who love me and everyone around me will be affected in some way

I can't do this to my best friend, she is everything to me
Without her, I'm nothing
I now found reasons to not **** myself

And I learned that life is going to be more painful death

But I just have to live through it
And one day, all will be different- a good different

As the sparkling water falls down
My love for you grows stronger by the minute

But when the sparkling water flows upwards
My love for you dies by the minute

Till there's nothing left

Peer pressure is something we think we cannot avoid
First them, now me, who else are they going to manipulate
I thought I had something to fill the void
By the I realised it was too late

I did not know what was best
This definitely was not
But I let it off my chest
I wanted to see what would happen, so I gave it a shot

Peer pressure can result in drug abuse
It can also lead to teenage pregnancy too
Worst of all I didn't even know I was being used
You could go to a teacher but they might not know what to do

I realised not to give in to peer pressure but to stand strong
Also to help people that are in the wrong

See how the blaze turns red and orange
Flames covering that oh so beautiful house
But what will happen to the people
For I don't know because I was in that house
Trying to save all those people that I don't love

But seeing them made me think of myself

Because they are not the people that that I love
They are mt enemies that I absolutely hate but I'll still save them
Because I can't stand seeing them fiery in that oh so beautiful house
I tried saving them but in the process of saving them I died
While I was in that flickering oh so beautiful house I remembered
That I was the one who caused that fire

You said you loved me
I believed you
Little did I know that it was just to make me happy

And all the things you did
Was just for show
You never really meant it
Cause it was only those three empty words

I love you