Life was perfect- nothing to worry about
Enjoying everday, every minute, not and second
Never worrying about anything bad happening
But then, one day, things took a drastic turn
I'm now on the verge of ending my life
Nothing makes sense anymore, nothing matters anymore
The only thing that's stoping me is that:
I'll be hurting those around me, those who love me and everyone around me will be affected in some way
I can't do this to my best friend, she is everything to me
Without her, I'm nothing
I now found reasons to not **** myself
And I learned that life is going to be more painful death
But I just have to live through it
And one day, all will be different- a good different
I learned that life will get hard and sometimes it feels like there is no way out but there is. You may not see it now but a year from now, when you think back... You'll finally see it.