Forbidden fruit

Tasted sweet

Mystical moon

Guiding me

Into the realm

of

Foggy dreams

Nothing was

What

it seemed

The same

hand

Grazing

Leading me

Was also cursing

beating me

Smoky quartz

Day dream

I fell for the tricks

of the fiend

There is a  slight
remnant of light
peaking through the evading
daytime glow, it casts
a shadow on your iris,
blue & cold.

There is a remnant
of  summer
winds in the cool breeze,
swaying us into
some decadent
daydream.

There is a remnant
And shadow  of
you in my tree lined
view, floating away,
like
you  always do.

So surreal and evading,
Blowing, never remaining,
so surreal and fading,

Like the remnants of
Light, like the remnants
Of our last
Goodbye.

Make them wonder,
wander,
question
& Seek
beyond
the illusionary
life
placed
at their
feet

Moody river
speaks to me
moody river
flows through me,
moody river
we are one
in the same
moody river,
I try to tame
the fire in my
eyes, the fire
in my heart
moody river,
flowing down towards
me once more
moody river,
knocks on my door!
moody river,
is the stream
in my mind
moody river,
it drowns me
from time
to time

Seeking
comfort
in the strangest
of places
blurriest
of faces
quickest
of paces
for strangers
feel more like
home than
any love
I've ever
known

Guiding light shines
within me,
omnipresent
on vast roads ahead,
like glittering gods.

Like headlights
when the
clear road
eludes me, like
winds in spring,
in my time of need.

For there are paths
yet to be paved
& mountains
yet to be trekked
& All the stars
can't shine at once.

Guiding light, you lie
within me, even when you
are blocked by a tall palm tree,
even when you are dim
on my midnight drives, & it's hard
for me to see,

Guiding light, you lie
within me.

Dreamt
of you
in
twisted visions
entangled tryst
kaleidoscope
dreary
trippin'
saving you
was
my only
mission
but a soul
so lost
shall not
be found
& you
got so high
you hit the
ground
when you hit me
hard
didn't make a sound
I dreamt of you
in twisted visions
tales of me
ya keep on spinning

Toxicity burns
into daydreams
running wild
in sunflower
fields
with
nomadic fiends
a tribe of lone wolves
hearts of gold
seeking the road
less travelled
a clock ticks
for it's time
to be bold

He was an alchemist of the night,
for he transmuted my darkness into light

Lost spirits at dawn
come to my prickled
ear & sing to me
a midnight song.

Promise me, you won't
float away in the zephyr, nor
take too long,

for I am left with
the lost spirits
at dawn.

Wild flowers dancing
in my fields
I no longer sway,


No more long flowery dresses
Or lilac perfume
scents.

I lie still.

I no longer drive
The untouched roads
Paved with gold.

I no longer sway.
I no longer move at any distant
Beat. I no longer move
At any sensation in my feet.

Wild flowers dance

in my fields
I lie still.

Perked up ears

Let the fears

Drift away
drift away

The intuition

Of the gods above

The angels above

It speaks through you

Yes

It speaks to you

Let it flow

Past the logic

Into the heart

It fills the heart

Then it overflows

It pours out

Into the universe

Trust that intuition

Listen close

Listen close

Perk those ears

Dark star
love of mine
I pray nightly
in hopes
you find
the strength
to shine

Wandering gaze
guided to the burn
of the flame
drawn to it
like a moth
What a shame
for the allure
will bring disdain
inherent pain

Divine guidance
intervenes
end result
justifies
the means
for I
cross
the borders
into the distant
leading lines
& life becomes
gilded
with gold mines

Not the girl you meet
Down at church or the local store
Not the girl you catch a glimpse of
Small twinkles in the iris-
Flashes of home

  more of a 2 am blue

Visceral red lights
Chinatown
Buhwick laughter and red solo cups

More of a dark revel in the
Unknown
More of a midnight train into
Where you have not yet
Dared to roam.

More of a fleeting feeling, less of
A rooted tree.

More of the one
That almost was but wasn’t quite
More of a blurred 2 am night.

Not the one you take home-

More of the one you found

when lost
And forlorn.

Hope brought me
to life, you brought me
to the sea.

When all is lost,
Your prayers
bring me to my knees.

I follow the drumming
of a distant untethered beat,
wild & erratic, Dancing languid,moving
free.

Hope brought me to life,
you brought me to the beach,

and a moment in time
is all I can see,

For now I move
languid and free.