Touch me
Love me, or at least tell me you do
Lie to me
And let me disappear
In this moment  
Craving the touch of a stranger
In the night
Pain, with pleasure as my relief
I know I'm mistaken
But I need him to numb me
Numb me enough to get through my days
Because this shallow sting will remain
And I will bear the stains
Of a secret lover
Who I will only be there for, in the sheets
And him, for me
In the night
Returning to the cold of mine
Oh, how bittersweet
This shall be
Love me, In The Night

You left me
I had to pinch myself to believe it
I don't know if I'm crying because it hurts or because I miss you
It was so hard holding back my tears

I never imagined myself without you
My everyday life became a challenge
I wasn't prepared at all
It took everything in me to not give up
Even if I'm with somebody
Even if I smile from time to time
I keep thinking of you

I can't hold back
Every night, I can't close my eyes not being able to see you
I'm going to just die
I'm going to die without you
I put these words in my lips

After a few days go by
I'm more scared that time will make me forget
It would be better for time to stop, and for me to be in pain forever

And I keep remaining in that spot
I call out knowing you can't come back

I'm staying here with our memories now
A sad memory of you and me
I'm sorry, I didn't love you more

If I can turn back the time
If I can go back to the time when you and I were one
I just want to go back then

Tears falling when I'm smiling
I'm really okay but I keep getting sad
You stir up my emotion again
My memories with you keep coming back
I promised myself I wouldn't cry
If I thought I had gotten over you
I guess I was wrong
I guess it's gotta be you
Please come back, I'll be here
Please

Stay with me

I am the queen of what ifs
Sitting on a throne of could've beens

My fears are my loyal subjects
Escorting my dreams to the gallows

My ambitions are now prisoners
To my court of procrastination

I, the queen
Reign over all of this regret

I'm screaming for you
because no one ever knew
I'm screaming because i feel your pain
how it cam down like pouring rain
You put a blade to your wrist
You did it after we kissed
You also put a bottle to your lips
and i felt every single rip
of your heart.

So you can't die
cause you were my star and sky
so i wont let you
did you even have a clue?
so you can't die
you have to stay and try

do you remember the life we planned
It's gonna be so grand
you use to wispier to me about it
but you can't quit
not now
not ever