I was not born a
I was broken into
So she slept in that sleep where there are no dreams.
I'm in a state
breaks my own.
I never thought that it was real
Unplanned things happened in a beautiful way
Not only once but twice in a day
I was searching for nothing
When suddenly I've found something
Something that got me smiling happily
Making my heart beats rapidly
And makes my tummy starts to giddy
It was a sudden feeling that I've felt
A sudden date A sudden fate
That blessed me a sweet serendipity
Over my dark bitter coffee
T'was something good happened by chance. Oh God I want another.
I miss thunderstorms; lighting cracks the sky and the flashes remind me of the twinkle in your eyes. I miss summer and the sweat dripping off your forehead while you reminded me just how good the word 'god' tasted coming out of my mouth. I miss drowning in you and my own alcoholic thoughts when you wouldn't come over when I wanted you most. I miss the roughness that your voice always held so incredibly. I miss the roughness in your touch, and maybe I shouldn't, that was something I was supposed to forget, wasn't it? I should only talk about the good in you, the things that would make other girls fall in love with you just by reading my words. God, how long has it been since you looked me in the eyes? How long has it been since you said my name? Maybe I'll never get over you, maybe I'll never forget the taste of your smile on my lips. I hope you have forgotten me and then again I hope you still see me when you kiss her, I hope you see me in the truck stop off 42 and all the other places we found love. I hope you still love me because I still love you.
Did you say something?
I thought you were going to say something?
Only that I love you more and more everyday, and I want to wake up like this, in this bed, with this cup of coffee and this teddy bear every morning forever. Only that I combed threw all 1,284 photos of you on the internet until I could confidently conclude that I'm the prettiest girl you've ever loved or kissed or seen. That I've already imagined our wedding (springtime on the cape), our children (adorable) and our farmhouse we will renovate until it looks like the ones on tv. Only that right now I love you, and its eating me alive.
the last time i felt at home
was a long long time ago
in a place that i've never known
all alone, in the middle of tokyo
sorry if you read this, it's very bad
Your words always
cut me deep,
But lately they're starting
I'm getting used to
But I don't know how to feel
seeing flames on your tongue.