You promised me false hope
Then smashed out my teeth
Now I find it too hard to cope
Dragged along the razors edge

Once I was the perfect gentleman
I would open the door for you
Until you hatched a delicate plan
Now I slam it shut in your face

Listen to me shouting, "*******"
Middle fingers saying, "*******"
All this anger raging, "*******"
But I still badly need to *******

Kicking me so ****** far down
That it's too much to get back up
Left me in miseries lake to drown
Here alone with a bottle as my friend

Who ever said love was all a game
Well, that ******* got it all wrong
Because I only have myself to blame
Wallowing here in my own self pity

Listen to me shouting, "*******"
Middle fingers saying, "*******"
All this anger raging, "*******"
But I still badly need to *******

I want to cut myself
Away from everything.
Out of people's lives.
They won't notice;
They never do.

Im crying
Everyones sees
Im in the kitchen
Knife in hand
Clouds of dust surround me
I can smell the scent of musty wood.
I can feel the wind tickle my cheek.
Im crying
Yep.
Tears strong enough to drop the new years ball.
I have a gift
Something that should lift me.
But it wont
Because im so far down.
People come into the kitchen to ask Whats wrong.
**I'll blame it on the onions

Can we forget
Last night ever
Happened?

I don't want to
Feel it anymore.

I don't want to
Feel anything
Anymore