Lost - Hello Poetry

Lost Jun 2017

You'd think after 2 years,
the feelings would be gone.
You'd think after all of the pain,
I'd be able to forget.
But my heart is still attached.
You got the biggest piece of me I could offer,
and you treasured it,
but you were hurting and lost,
didn't know what to do.
But you loved me.
Truely.
You did.
You gave me what you could.
You tried to make me happy.
But you were damaged
and so was I.
So I hope,
after all this time,
we can find our love again.
Because my love don't die easy.

I miss you, Mark.

#boyfriend #exboyfriend #relationship #ex #girlfriend #exgirlfriend #love #inlove #pain

Lost Jun 2017

It's Not Over Yet

The battle isn't over until it's won.

Life isn't over until your last breath.

And last time I checked,

my heart is still beating.

So I carry on.

#pain #suffering #battle #depression #life #death #suicide

Lost Jun 2017

Shattered Glass

All it takes is a little push,
and there it goes,
the happiness,
the hope,
the love,
the strength,
the will to carry on,
shattered,
like glass
at your feet.
That's when you realize
how broken you really are.

#broken #glass #shattered #glassheart #depression #sadness

Lost May 2017

I Will Always Be With You

You have me
and I have you.

You love me
and I love you.

You treasure me
and I treasure you.

You adore me
and I adore you.

You want me
and I want you.

You need me
and I need you.

You're my everything
and I am yours.

I Will Always Be With You
through thick and thin
through life and love
through the ups and downs
through the pain and the suffering
through sickness and health
I Will Always Be With You

kinda wrote my wedding vows thinking about our promise rings and what they mean to us

#love #inlove #boyfriend #girlfriend #relationship #promise #promiserings #marriage #wedding #vows #weddingvows

Lost May 2017

Happier

I am happier than you,
don't take it personal,
but it's true.
My life has direction,
yours,
does not.
You,
bully for fun,
lie to get attention,
create false personality traits,
to appeal to others.
I,
go out of my way,
shower my loved ones with
love,
praise,
and gifts.
I,
show my true colors.
I,
don't hide my flaws.
That's how to be happy.
Make others love the
real
you.

And hopefully,
you learn how to.

#happy #content #thebiggerperson #love #happines

Lost May 2017

When You Lie Next To Me

2:27 AM:

We have plans today,
You and me.
Our "first date",
We decided to call it.
Our promise rings,
Are on their way.
Our future,
Brighter than ever.

When you lie next to me,
I'm home.
When you kiss me,
I'm free.
When you touch me,
I come alive.
When you hold me,
I'm safe.
When you say my name,
I melt.
When you tell me you love me,
I cry.

I've never been loved this way before,
And I'd be scared but in my heart I know,
When you lie next to me,
**You're the one.

I love you more than anything.

#love #inlove #happy #relationship #girlfriend #boyfriend

Lost May 2017

B

I feel safe in your arms,
your scar blemished,
strong,
loving,
arms.
I feel happy in your gaze,
your green,
adoring,
loving,
gaze.
I feel content in your company,
your goofy,
awkward,
loving,
company.
I feel loved in your heart,
you sweet,
wondrous,
loving,
heart.

You are the love of my life. I know that.

#boyfriend #inlove #love #girlfriend #relationship #couple #happy #content