I was in this deep.
I just wanted her.
It hadn't even been that long.
I just want to be with her.
She is amazing.
So unique.
Not afraid to be herself.
My mind won't stop thinking about her.
I know if things fall through I'm going to crash.
Like a **** addict after the high.
Coming down is bad.
You are sky high.
Then you begin your decent.
Down... Down... Down...
I fell for her.
It's too late to turn around now.
Im glad it's too late.
Quite frankly I don't want to turn around.
I want to stay right here with her.
Every morning.
Every lunch.
i miss her when she isn't here.
The days are hard without her.
I message her.
Call her.
Such a sweet girl.
No I've never seen her dark side and we all have them,
But when I meet her demons that's okay.
The demons have to come out sometimes.
Chae let her demons stay out.
Mel is everything to me right now.
She hasn't let her demons out to play yet.
But we shall see
She brings out a sense of dare in me.
Something like a flame.
She taught me to live on the edge.
Chae tried but she ended up pushing me over.
Mel helps me balance there.
The edge is beautiful place.
Only with her though.
The edge is amazing.
I never want to leave the edge.
Stay here forever.
Walking in a short line yet being okay.
I'm okay with her.