Lost in my Head

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (8)

I had so much hope

My hopeful, naive soul shall remain living

Like a brick wall, my impenetrable defense

"That's a lot of damage, let's add some more"
- Phil Swift

#hope #broken #pain #soul #naive

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (7)

Maybe if I ramble long enough

I’ll catch someone’s attention

Maybe then I won’t be so lost

Thanks for pretending to care

#hurt #lost #ramble

Apr 2019

Loser

Uh Oh

I never know if you want me or not.

idk

#help #sad #want #love #hate #fear

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Please

Push me away all you want
Love me and cast me astray
End my soul and show me darkness
Allow me to leave on my own
Send me your condolences
Envy my happiness

Idk just something I wrote

#please #acronym #hurt #envy #soul

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Again

The beast fell

but it rose again

No matter what was thrown at it

it rose again

Inching further and closer
pushing further back, less room to retreat

I fell

But I rose again

#beast #fall #redemption #fear

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

?

I    just
                want                you
to                        tell
me                       one
                         god
                       ****
                    simple
           yet
         so
          confu-
          -sing
         thing.

         why
        ?

My first go at shape poetry, doesn’t flow super great but I don’t hate it too much

#question #shape #why

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (6)

It’s not getting any better

I just tend to keep to myself enough to suffer through

I’ll be ok

#better #pain #family #suffer