Lost in my Head

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (6)

It’s not getting any better

I just tend to keep to myself enough to suffer through

I’ll be ok

#better #pain #family #suffer

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (5)

I'm watching the vines pull you down

So intently focusing on the horror ahead of me

I don't notice sinking myself

#vines #fear #sinking

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Memory

I don't have a great memory

That's how I forgot all the pain you caused

That's how I forgot the using

That's how I forgot the sleepless nights you caused

That's how I keep forgetting why I still love you...

I wrote this a while back but I’ve decided I’m gonna start posting again

#memory #pain #love #loss

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (4)

The grass smiles and grows

Once covered in poison for the bugs

Just because it's meant to harm something else doesn't mean it won't harm you

#grass #poison #bugs #sad #pain

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Funny

He thinks she doesn't care

She thinks he cares too much

A big mess of convoluted madness

It's a little bit funny

Is it not?

#funny #care #love #mess

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Free

Be free my lonesome, wandering mind
For you have taken the toll for too long

Be free my aching, pilgrim heart
For you have searched for a lost love too long

Be free my helpless, shaking soul
For you have suffered the cold and dark too long

Be free my crippling, growing fears
For you have crushed me too long

Be free my loving, trembling self
For you have felt this pain too long

Hey things are kinda better, it’s been a good day

#be #free #soul #fear #self #mind #heart

Lost in my Head Apr 2019

Echoes of a Nobody (3)

Cares too much

Loved too little

I SWEar I’m ok

#love #pain