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kokoro Nov 12

Doctor

I go to the doctors
just for a checkup,
she puts her hand on my chest to feel my heart.
And at that moment i wonder if she can feel how its broken into a million pieces.
I wonder if she can feel with each thump, another piece breaking off.
I wonder if she can feel all the denial, all the workers in my brain trying to mend those pieces together,
but then it all breaking apart again.

#heart #doctors #love #fail #pieces #shattered #thump #beat #heartbeat #breaking

kokoro Nov 11

Hope.

Time has passed
I have moved on
but one word still glimmers
Hope.

#hope #movingon #love #glimmers

kokoro Nov 9

Angel

I wonder if I have been in anyone else's prayers.
I wonder if someone else has prayed every single day about me.
I wonder if an angel number has ever been about me,
wishing that they could have a chance with me,
just like i wished for a chance with him.

#angel #number #love #prayer #god

kokoro Nov 9

Knot

A knot ties in my stomach
one i can't untie
i try every way possible to untie it,
but all i could ever do is loosen it.
I pray that one day i will loosen it enough till i can pick it all apart.

#knot #love #feelings #sad

kokoro Nov 8

Jade

Jade is my first love.
he's the one that will always stay in my heart, even after each season passes.
one piece of my heart is always dedicated to him.
I will never forget his birthday, his favorite color, his favorite shirt,
because part of me is him.

#jade #love #lettinggo #first

kokoro Nov 8

October

As Novembers air approaches,
I can see my skin getting paler and paler,
I can see my arms covered in goosebumps.
As its air blows my hair back,
it also blows back memories from October
reminding me that they are never flowing away.
November will never be the same without my October.

#october #november #cold #air #fall #winter #love #memories #forgiveness

kokoro Nov 7

Jane

She shivers when it's not cold
She closes her eyes when she's not tired

she could move if someone just pushed her,
she could cry if someone just talked to her

and she prays to God because no one else listens,

"Lord, help me. Forgive me for all of my sins, and I pray with each passing minute
that i will get closer to you and your word."

#jane #love #prayer #friends #jesus #lord #god