I never told you that when I woke beside you, I woke up just to hold You always told me that I lied about how your auburn eyes were Beautiful describes the best parts of my dreams in which I kissed You never believed me when I said that my love would forever be Undying be the whisper, describing the thoughts of my adoration for You never noticed how I made sure that the temperature was always Perfect was the night when the forget-me-nots told me to say I love You made me the happiest soul to exist when you said you loved me Too
You didn't deserve what you got Because while others forgot I remembered the girl with flowers Ingrained in her hair of umber.
Nobody told me that one day you would disappear, Not from death, but from birth as those who swore to their saviour, Held you pinned to the dish as you soon found out There are places where even god won't go.
I can't explain the broken pieces of my heart Laid between you and I as I saw you, fragmented as well. Gone was the girl who believed in the good of just being, Tied to the father who now played the role as the cross.
People ask why religion is a sore spot for me. Before I could raise myself to speak I remember what The umber-haired atheist in the Prussian hoodie said in grade five: "Sometimes life just freakin' *****."
It's been 10 years since I saw you, and you didn't move away. I heard from a friend of a friend that you had a son now, A son who also happened to be your brother. Your son being your brother and your father being his.
My friend told me you said he was born in the name of god. I just wish you were still just my friend named Claire.
The poem is about a girl I knew back in elementary school who vanished from my life without reason. It was a difficult memory I've kept hidden away, but sometimes you have to just admit something, even if it's not about you. Much love to those taking times out of their day to read my poem.