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You are the words I speak
The pause in between
Where I linger for a while

You are the thoughts I seek
The inspiration from within
Where I submerge denial

You are my heartbeat at its peak
The blood rush through ravine
Where all is cleansed of vile

You are the irrationality I tweak
The insanity that was forseen
Where I lose myself and smile

You are the glow that leaks
The inner beauty that they all mean
Where it paints all I see mile by mile
Shared on Hello Poetry on February 9, 2016
Copywrite under Bianca Reyes
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Enjoy....maybe?
"Unconditional addiction" are these terms,
I think of this servitude as good germs,
I understand pain is an emotional whip,
Drink in this short quip: have a sip.

And when you've had your fill, just chill,
Break through this illusion with the power of will,
When you're striking stones to light your fire,
Will lightning be created? That's overkill.

We have an addiction to stimulation,
An addiction to nonsense,
Through every trial and tribulation,
I find my mind's dense,
When will I stop stumbling?
How about a continual fall?
Every floor has a ceiling
And every ceiling a floor.
Without these things, there's nothing
But a continual thirst for more.

Have I said enough, have we won the game?
When you're old and poor, there'll be no one left to blame.
Every stranger's face will really be the same.
Not one will be your family, not one will share your name.

An addiction before you knew the word,
An addiction to emptiness,
An addiction to "wait, I'm searching"
An addiction to "haven't found it yet!"
Too often have we lost our way,
Too seldom have we stopped our play,
And now that we have cut the rope,
Your world will fall, now, ain't that dope?

Nope.

Everything's addicting,
How are they put to rest?
Stop being conflicting,
Just simply pass the test.

Outside of reality is inside.
Inside reality is outside.
It's all one and the same.
There's no poison like fame.
Had a lot of fun with this one.
Feels like an 80's rap when I play it in my head; try it out.
I heard it in my youth, and I've heard it once again.
You banish it away, it always comes back again.
Pain, they say, will always make you stronger.
Then when it hurts, why can't I live any longer?

Pain is not supposed to strengthen your soul.
Only your mind it strengthens "and" it leaves a hole,
And that hole is filled with poison to dull the pain,
And that poison will weaken you, like acid rain.

Apparently what you don't know won't hurt you.
That's right. It only hurts everybody else... "true".
People who eventually hurt you another way.
You'll tell them, "Go away, come again another day."

"It doesn't **** you." "Only cats have nine lives."
Because I'm aware of the multiverse, these knives,
Called dysfunctional lovers, friendships, and family,
Have killed me a thousand times; I live candidly.

I live honestly, because the pain of seeding a lie,
Can grow a thorny bush, upon seeing it you cry,
When you're pricked by the destruction of all,
Your chaos, wondering why you don't get a call.

Pain is good for lessons, that's why it's all around,
It's not that you're getting strong, only wiser.
Pain brings you to your knees, makes you touch ground,
For the power, you are weaker, only wiser.
I've been around the world.
Yes, I've been around the world.
A vast garden of trees and lakes.
A tender yet mighty beauty unfurled.

The only thing that makes sense,
To my eyes of pruning; whence,
Did I desire a thing with petals?
A thing with all love's contents?

I do know the world,
Yes, I know the world,
But what I imagine I know not,
Something called a girl?

I'll tinker here and also there,
A little dirt, air and my hair,
What grows here in my garden.
Will soon be everywhere!

I've tried to imagine this,
A passionate, soft kiss.
Manufactured by my power,
It'll be here by the hour.

Yet what I grew from dirt,
Hair, air, and a water squirt,
Seems to be a pile of mud,
With this I can't even flirt!

Oh, can't I have a dream?
Not the milk, but the cream?
There can't be a secret more,
To my new and legendary chore!

I feel alone and spiteful,
This garden's no longer "full",
My hair falls out like petals,
Or how I imagine they would fall...

I look over my failed creation,
And I give it condemnation,
A tear travels to nose's crook,
It falls upon my aberration.

Pow! Like this. Pow! Like that.
Sparks fly and I don't eat my hat,
because what happens before me,
I simply can't not stare at!

Her delicious curves, radiant hair,
Eyes like my garden, a loving stare,
I can't believe what I have done,
Because she is not just anyone!

She is my love, this I can tell,
My heart is healed and I am swell,
Now I can say that I did find,
The flower of my garden.
Thinking about it now, this makes me think of,
"Frankenstein's Bride," haha!
I hope to watch that soon, now that I think about it.
I remember reading Mary Shelley's "Frankenstein", when
I was fourteen.
It was beautiful... but it was terrifying.
I was laying in a "hospital" (sick bay at boarding school),
And I may have had bronchitis. I often got flu-like stuff at that school, "Yuck."

Anyway, we're all created. There is a grand design.
We sometimes get in the way of that.
The character in poem got in his own way.
He "lusted" after her, when the truth is, instead of lust, sorrow is more appropriate for finding a mate. Not depression, "sorrow".
Pining. Genuine desire.
It's not much of a lesson, but that's all I got now.

Also, we do create our mates. They appear when we've built the right circumstances and our character, but we also spend a lot of time building each other up.

What's unfortunate is when we spend time tearing each other down.
Love can turn into hate quickly and it starts with bitterness.

Anyway, take care :)
I've been in love with polishing all of my life,
Polishing trophies, my car, the skin of my wife,
But one day these things looked dim to me,
So I polished with abandon to set myself free!

Behold the splendor, the wonder and fame!
Beyond beauty, I've polished the frame...
I'm known for the gold in every corner,
Even my wife's smile: a littler warmer.

Tell me why I have this charm...
Two more brides on each smooth arm.
More of this and I will win!
In the light of all my wonder, I failed to see,
The chipping facade of my first wife's grin.

Yes, world, yes, I am the king,
there is no end to the wonders I bring!
I am Midas and gold is my soul!
You'll be rich forever!
Even without a soul.

My wife, what gives, where is your luster?
I wax here and wax there; I begin to fluster.
The dimness lingers, its shadow greater,
Now of my wife I am a h8er.

The dimness seems to have caught me too,
I see it spreading relentlessly,
All my work reduced to... poo,
Yes, this is a new test for me,
For my eighth wonder, I'll start with you.

scrub
scrub
scrub
Do you feel that now?
scrub
Doesn't seem to be working does it?
Just like that, seems I've lost my budget!
I wish things would stay polished at my wishes,
I'll abandon it all like discarded dishes.

The dimness is scratching at my very soul!
And, here I thought that I was on a roll...
No toilet paper can clean this mess,
so to the fire at my behest!

It all goes into the fiery cell,
Am I rusting? Then me as well!

We'll all burn if we worship greed and money,
And you thought the ending would be funny...
So here's something that just rushed out of me.
I felt the inspiration like a shroud of power willing me to pen something I believe about society and where it's headed.

The story of King Midas was a cautionary tale.
Yet it seems that we are all fools, because we ignored it.

We sympathize with Midas, we say,
"Oh, I hope that never happens to me."
Yet we don't consider that it was the greed of the people that allowed a man like Midas to thrive as he corrupted them into death.
There was another character in Greek mythology that could change the composition of things. Medusa (both names begin with "m" and have "d" and "s" in exactly the same positions? Interesting...)

Medusa was concerned with beauty, and is a cautionary tale that beauty comes at a price... stay tuned for a poem concerning beauty.

Oh, and, one more thing.
The crux of the poem revolved around Midas taking more wives.
This is what greed does.
We think we need more clothes, more money, more happiness, more technology, more money, more space, more entertainment... more lovers.
This thinking makes us ungrateful of what we already have.
That's why we get bored so easily.

We get into a mode where we're waiting for the "next" best thing.
Did we really enjoy what we already have?

When will enough be enough?
Only in death, it seems.
This is what lead Midas to burn everything (not the mythical Midas, by the way).

...
I think I've said enough, haha.

Farewell :)
What excuse can I give,
to be let go,
to be let live?

My passion has burned out,
embers of my will burning,
no longer.

Tempt me out of my shell,
why don't you,
why don't you stop?

Remind me of why I failed,
go on,
go on that journey for me.

I'm tired, okay?
Let my weak heart beat to barrens,
and barren to dust.

Let my shards of bones,
rattle like maracas within,
the sleeves of my destitute muscles.

Let the scratching of my,
weary "days gone by" voice,
remind you to avoid my troubles.

Forget about me,
so that not even remembering me,
will rustle my grave.

You stare at me in the restaurant,
when I say all this, plainly,
your mouth gaping open.

My excuses have prepared for me,
a greedy grave; I stand up, bow,
"Excuse me." I walk away.
It doesn't have to be a restaurant.

You could be an adolescent talking to a teacher, a lawyer talking to a client, a father talking to a child, a spy talking to a CIA director, a hermit talking to a pet, a police officer talking to a chief, a political campaign manager talking to a candidate, or a President talking to a nation; inside the body and mind of these people can be one ubiquitous feeling, "I want to give up right now and be victorious as I tell you, 'I quit.' "

I've been getting very tired and felt this poem suited a desire of mine.

It is and it isn't unique to me: the sense that I can never be good at anything. Or that I can never be good at anything that I want to be good at.

I hope that one day I will be able to look back on this and laugh.

That day, I hope that I will finally understand what it is to achieve something that makes me happy, but more so that I have found something that I will only doubt on the "very" worst days, yet bounce back without a care.

Perhaps that is too much to ask, and I'm not that kind of person "uggh"

What is your greatest flaw?

How do you overcome it, and what battle scars get your gears grinding on cold nights?

#boredom #tiresome #pain #enemy #emptiness #apathy #regret #help #desire
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