Why?
Do I continue to try,
Do I continue to lie,
Do I desire to die,
Do I sometimes feel happiness, but inside I cry.
Why?
Cant I have just one good day.
Cant I just make all my problems go away.
Does my heart lead me astray.
Does my conscious try to guide me but I turn it away.
Why?
Do my emotions change, for no apparent reason.
Do I have so many emotional lesions.
Do I want to cut myself and watch the bleeding.
Do I try to resolve this by constantly eating.
Why?
Isn't it obvious I'm a mental, emotional mess.
I know what it is, I must confess...
They say I'm bipolar, have anxiety, and I'm severely depressed.
So God, I must know, for all the issues on my chest...
Why?