there wasn't something
but there also
wasn't nothing

and now the gates to my heart have flown open

Your love was like
An atomic blast in my heart
I wasn’t expecting that kind of power
Nor that kind of destruction

i had never heard a symphony
until you said my name

I prep myself to sleep
Preparing for the war
I grab my pillow
To cushion my fall
I grab my blanket
To hide from my dreams
It’s a constant replay
Of what we used to be

Awake never remembers you
Your smile, your laugh
Your cry, your mad
Sleep savors you
Remembers you
Embedded you in my dreams

I fight
No longer will I wake up
Forgetting what i once remebered