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Sep 2014 Aiman

michael gagain

Our children go to school everyday
they come home crying
but they won't say...

Emotional abuse her way comes
beaten and broken
converted to crumbs...

Sitting alone in her bed at night
reliving the day
and her terrible plight...

Getting dads razor to ease the pain
it helps but a moment
there's nothing to gain...

Next morning comes with a tear in her eye
all over again
and asking God why...

A quick bus ride to obsidian hell
never to learn
entombed in a shell...

Will it stop, are they better than you?
do they return home
crying and blue...

Do they wear sleeves to cover their scars?
or play video games
and play on monkey bars?

It's not fair, I've done nothing wrong
I try to stay strong
but it doesn't last long...

I want to go to heaven right now
I don't want to be here
I'm a miserable sow...

The razor i use is now dull from my pain
I need something stronger
to lay open my vein...

Mom and Dad, I love you so
I can't take anymore
I really must go...

Give my Brother a hug and a kiss
I can't stop crying
you all I will miss...

Sincerely;
your loving Daughter...

#sad #life #pain #hope #drama #dark #true

Sep 2014 Aiman

Forget (20W)

Sep 2014 Aiman

Erenn

Forget (20W)

It's hard to
forget
and let go,
I know.
But when you do
You'll
forget
the things
*You're supposed to.

It's never easy. It might take months or even years for something that's been there like forever. I know how it feels. It tears you up inside You can't breath, you can't sleep.
He/She is all you could think about everyday.
But when you do,
The whole universe will follow your pursuit.
Pursuit to your own happyness.:)
I got inspired again. Dedicated to a friend who's going through a difficult phase in her life.
This is for you.

#love #heartbreak #life #pain #memories #forget #breakup #fragments #erase #20words

Sep 2014 Aiman

d o n e.

Sep 2014 Aiman

i s a b e l l a

d o n e.

Who said dreaming is better than reality?
What if they’re both equally as bad?
I can’t tell the difference between reality
and a dream anymore because they’re
both turning out to be a nightmare.

Sep 2014 Aiman

Space

Sep 2014 Aiman

Paige

Space

I know what people say
about distance in a relationship.
If it's a good strong, trusting
relationship, then it'll be okay.
And I just wanna ask that person,
Have you ever tried to maintain
a relationship where you go
from seeing each other every day
to hardly at all?
Yeah?
And did it work out, still with
that person?
No? I don't even need the reason why.
So next time someone says something
about worrying about space,
be kind, but don't lie.
And if you can't tell the truth,
then just don't say anything
at all.

Sep 2014 Aiman

litte fragile creature

Sep 2014 Aiman

always anxious

litte fragile creature

little fragile creature
broken and empty
your crying again
you're so **** silly

little skinny girl
why don't you eat?
you're starving again
food is what you need

little baby me
why are you here
you should have been dead
no one would waste a tear

#suicide #sad #lonely #suicidal #ana #anorexia #tw #selfharm #skinny #triggerwarning

Sep 2014 Aiman

The Untitled

Sep 2014 Aiman

axr

The Untitled

Plugging the headphones in my ears as usual.

Telling myself the biggest lie,

that I will be fine.

Because I am that delusional.

Running away is like coming closer to you.

Coming close is like destroying myself,

because I am that worthless

Fighting a battle for the dead.

I don't care about the blood which was shed.

Trying to quit is like starting over again.

Starting over again is like going through the worst pain.

Walking over these broken pieces looking for my heart.

Yeah the heart which was torn apart.

I have become numb.

With all your words which pierced my skin,

And the hurt which made me shrink.

So I stand here broken and used

abused and confused.

Waiting for life to start again,

Or waiting for the end.

Wrote it in 2012

#depression #confused #death #abuse #dark #brokenheart

Sep 2014 Aiman

Went out without a bang

Sep 2014 Aiman

Zoe Sue

Went out without a bang

I want someone to notice how far ive drifted how lost i am how tired how dead. I want someone to tell me how the song in my voice once sounded so joyful; feel the drag in my feet, the shake in my hands. No, i dont want this cluttered mind and I dont want this used body and I shouldnt want to drown in this silence but I dont want to disrupt the hapiness of those around me with a sadness I dont feel entitled to. Pretty white girl and she dont wanna live? More like crazy attention seeking *****. Dont wonder why I isolate. Reason behind sadness is akin to reason behind actions and when all we can do is wrong dont underestimate a cry.