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Artem Oct 2018
Choking on my doubts
Drown in indisicion
I couldn't wrong again
But if i could, i'll rather die.
Will you love me forever?
Because I know, i will.
Would you give a hand,
Or left me sink?
Sink in your eyes,
They like emerald sea
Thoughts of past tear me inside
They won't leave
I destined to live in sorrow
And die in disgrace
I must forget
Every word you said
And burn down
Every bridge i made
I will pray for you
And bury us alive.
This way we'll be together
Forever and ever.
Are we need each other?
Not anymore.
Will i die without you?
No. I already died Before.
Artem Oct 2018
I drown again, depression, old friend,
You only one who never left,
And when i think that you are gone
You come and stay until the dawn.

Decide to die when sun will rise
That's fine, i've made my choice
When die, i'll look into your eyes
When die, i'll hear your Shape Of Voice.

There is nothing to say now
I am already wasted and dead.
So could I became a new cloud
in sky of the words that i haven't said?

The wind blew away the last cloud
and sky became clear.
I've buried myself deep under ground
and I'll never appear.

Finally - sunset,
And i forever gone,
You need to just forget,
All that i've ever done.
Artem Oct 2018
Fate is cruel to us and unfair,
But the truth in the words that I'll say:

Only way to be noticed -
Is to completely ignore,
Only way to be loved -
Is don't want to love anymore.

If you want a girl of your dreams to never love you

Tell her,
That she's the point of your pointless life,
and without her you feel like dead inside

Confess,
That you would like embrace her all the time,
That for her you'll burn in any fire,
That without her you'd rather die

And whisper:
«i'll never let you fall
For you i'll give my all,
i'll never break your heart
Let's kiss without any sound

i don't care for any scar,
i love you as you are
and love stronger than ever.
Can we be together… forever? »

Say so, and you will lose your girl.
Don't even try to understand,
But if you wanna hold her hand
You not destined to be good friend
Just break girl's heart and start depart,
Break apart, without a doubt.

Destroy girls inmost hope and dream
And make her cry and wanna scream.
This way is very strange, i know
You need to tear her heart and throw
away, if you want to feeling love.

But as i said, tricky fate is cruel and unfair,
And when you make she love you this way
You'll no longer need your beloved,
You'll no longer need to be loved.
Poem is inspired by song Good Charlotte - Break apart her heart.
And by my life.
Artem Oct 2018
I'm losing my mind,
How i've been so blind?
Almost losing my heart
Why can't i just depart?

"Everybody gets their heartbroken,
Get off your knees and start again"
My soul will never be open
Love is nothing but bane.

Scream of my feelings filled up my mind
I'm just too weary to do something right
i am just too tired to strive,
i am just too tired to live this life.

I curse myself everyday
There is for me no other way
Only to go through the dismay
And never i become astray;
Because I know all the his roads
And never i become a lost.
Artem Oct 2018
Voices in my head
They louder than i am
Louder, than whole world
Can't even hear my own word

But i don't need to hear
because i feel - you near
Near the body, but no soul
i thought that i'm your only sole
i Want to just elope with you
We could be an amazing crew;

You have been changed a lot
Now not the one I fell in love,
But one whom i forgot.

i hate myself for hoping
My heart is almost broken
Though "hopes dies last"
But my cannot -
i left them in the past.

There is for me no other way
Be safe and sound another day
I'll not survive, i want to leave
Not enough power to believe
To live without suffer, fear
i say a pray and disappear
Artem Oct 2018
i want to love, and to be loved,
Instead i drown in my own blood;
i sinking in my biggest fears
And gasping up from ****** tears;
i feeling like a thousands spears
Pierced through my wounded, injured wings
And made me fell right on the hell;
Fell in love.

Am i deserve this?
Be disgraced
And blamed for my feeling?
My love just cannot be erased,
i'm tired to be kneeling.

Even if it's Devil's deal
i agree to sale my soul;
Just to seal the cursed feel,
Just to fill the deepest hole.

And i'll rise from my own ashes
That remained from burned heart
Just to get another chance,
Just to get a one more scar.

— The End —