"whyyy" poems
I am "OK"...
Just for the sake of saying it!
WHY DO I GET TO SEE YOU?
LIKE SERIOUSLY WHYYY???
When I am having a breakdown so HIGH!
I just smile for others in the fear to not freak out,
cause they insist,
I am nowhere overhere
WHY DO I EVEN EXIST?
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 1:33 AM UTC
This little girl dropped her iPhone 6s Plus
outside of WaWa tonight.
No more than 12 years old.
The phone hit the ground
shattered,
but not as much as the little girls heart.
Falling to her knees, crying,
clutching her chest
like a wife learning her husband
died.
Her heart broke.
Her eyes filled up with water
like a bird bath
in a hurricane.
Screaming at the top of her lungs,
"WHYYY?!?!"
I could only hope for her sake
that's the only heart break
that she will ever feel.
Because dropping a phone
is nothing
compared
to a life
alone.
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 8:30 PM UTC
I hope you bleed.
I hope you cry.
I hope you scream,
Beggin' your god
"Whyyy, ohh why?"
I hope you see.
I hope you hide.
Remember me
As the bad guy.
I hope you keep
It together,
Long enough
To remember.
I hope you peek
In all the books
They tell you not to.
I hope they reap
Your pride.
But not all that truth
Ya' got inside.
I hope you know
This world don't matter.
So if you got a light,
You gotta let it show.
Let it show,
Let it show,
You gotta
Let that heart glow.
If ya' got a light,
If ya' got a light,
If ya' got a light,
Ya' gotta
Let that heart glow.
You will bleed.
You will know.
It will hurt,
But you gotta
Just
Let the scars grow.
You will see
Others lie.
You'll never really
Get why.
It's the worst,
Trust me, I know.
But ya' gotta just
Let 'em go.
Let them go,
Let them go,
Let them go.
Ya' gotta just
Let that hurt go.
You've got that light,
I know y'know.
So you gotta fight,
Ya' got places to go.
So go,
So go,
Ya' gotta just
Get up and go.
So go,
So go,
Ya' gotta just
Let that heart glow.
Feb 15, 2020
Feb 15, 2020 at 5:46 AM UTC
none of these words
i muscle into existence
fill the dread
-the writhe that never dies-
that eats at my yellow bones
one day at a time
and still i push them
words words worm food soon
Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 5:59 PM UTC
Oh I still remember, my 1st day, I was new,
saw a girl, curly hair, beautiful smile and gleaming eyes like dew
Didn't care much then, didn't even know her name
but was she Ordinary ? oh no lord! she was the flame
Then in December, one Thursday noon
Are you hungry, she asked me by the pool
Through your eyes, got the galaxy's view
Fell so badly girl, yikes! how did you?
Three months said bye,
Loved you every second that went by,
On one day which I thought was divine,
t'was midnight March, the deepest secret of mine,
I have a crush on you, god I lied
Then Good night bro.. so I cried
A small virus, threatened humanity
We got so close, just my insanity
Finally got what I wanted, I thought
so should I ask her again , why not
So In the month of poems, I did
tried to hold back tears, they slid
true that, My fault all along
Thought I was the one, that you belonged
Her heart beats for another,
got to know, through my brother
Oh dear god, what was my sin,
Out of 7 billion hearts in kin
Whyyy, whyyy did my heart, beat
for a heart, that didn't beat for me
Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 4:43 AM UTC