"unrequitedly" poems
My unrequited golden dove,
you are a merchant banker
them bloomin' groovy bars
are sad tonight
but given the chance I wouldda gotten
cash & carried
& spent me porridge knife
loving your mince pies
had I not known
you'd treat me golden dove thus
& yes, been your trouble & strife
with all me Horse & cart.......
I know, not smart
I know, not smart
Translation:
( In English tis not a very impressive poem... it's just amusing how you can make cockney rhyming slang into a poem, so I've been experimenting.... I really want to send this to the guy I'm unrequitedly in love with actually... & leave him (hopefully)confused & in the dark as to what I wrote....mostly I just really want to call him a ' merchant banker' e.g ' wanker' & get away with it!! xD ' Wanker' is a particularly offensive term to use when referring to a man!)
* My unrequited love
you are a ******
them ****** stars
are sad tonight
but given the chance I would have gotten
married
& spent my life
loving your eyes
had I not known
you would treat my love thus
& yes, been your wife
with all my heart
I know, not smart
I know, not smart*
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 7:16 PM UTC
Ripened by night
the profound sea,
as a huge archaic mirror
embracing a pasture for reflected star
Beneath the stage of luminous enthusiasm,
wavelessly rising your meditation,
which unrequitedly falling in love
with the moonbeam
Withering somber luna,
as the faint Cupid
shooting an arrow of ice
into an auroral mirage
with shining rosiness
Ought to feel out eternity
the lily wings, finally
turned out to be the feeble oar
knocking the ebb rootlessly
Affection
inexhaustible braveness and endless scrupulousness
But what are these amongst us? -
The tacit contract
between sunrise and seaside;
also the blurry distance
between darkness and dreamland
Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 3:39 PM UTC
Tongue tied on double speak
I’m counting off diseased freckles
Waiting on a fragment to leak
This house sure sounds bleak
Miss Mary found hysteria
In a pillbox prescription
Developed quite the predilection
And overriding addiction
Her infant Michael drank Drano,
He found under the sink
Life stripped in a blink
Should have had a child lock, one would think
Arthur vanished with the birth of a daughter
He thought the whole notion was too big a bother
Left the girl alone in life
To struggle though adolescence without a father
Claire, the good one, wasn’t without her faults
All she did was babel
About her family life or lowly rabble
Confucius orders you to cease this gabble
Ear warped on endless noise
I’m counting off diseased freckles
Thinking up ******* ploys
Or perhaps I should just lose my poise
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 3:14 AM UTC
I took it too seriously
you didn't
I gave you my time
you couldn't
I said those three words and meant it
you didn't
I gave you my heart
you couldn't
Silly of me believing in your words
Falling for your actions
Hoping for our future
When all you did was make me cave in and melt
But without planning on staying as my rock
I feel so stupid saying I love you
And even more for feeling so
If you only know how much I do
If you only know how much it hurts to love unrequitedly
Give me back my kisses
I take back my words
Return my hugs
And let me forget about you
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 12:02 PM UTC
She cried at night
And smiled in the morning
She looked happy
But I knew how it was
All just a ruse
I knew the lies and truths
The virtues and faults
The tears behind the smile
The darkness of her thoughts
She was sick
Sick of how the world treated her
Sick because her heart worked
She loved the same way I did:
Unrequitedly
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 1:14 AM UTC
[Untitled]
Release my hand and don't ever find me.
I want you to be happy and please always be.
I will always love unrequitedly.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 8:42 PM UTC
I want you to want me unrequitedly.
I want you to see me in your morning cereal and in each sidewalk crack and in the ink of every headline,
while I am blind.
I want you to hear me in the songs on the radio and in the pounding of the raindrops and the birds chirping for the summer sunrise,
while I take out my hearing aid.
I want you to remember the name of my favorite poet and the way my hair falls over my eyes when I'm tired and the rage I have inside of me that come with thunderstorms,
while I only remember the stars.
I want you to feel naked and alive and cut open and brimmed with acid tears,
while I am clothed and dead and made of granite.
I want you to feel about me the joys of the world and the heightened feeling of love and the way you've never felt about anyone else before,
while I feel nothing.
I want you to want me
Unrequitedly,
So hurt me with your tears,
I'll bathe in them.
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC
we were talking about not knowing,
not knowing when our time is up
and it got me thinking
what if there's no tomorrow for me?
what if I have only until today?
shouldn't I be doing everything that I could?
what if I never wake up again?
what if I never see you again?
everyone may say that it's wrong of me,
it's wrong for me to love someone already with someone else
our conversation yesterday made me realized something,
what if my time is done and I wasn't able to express my love for you?
God knows I tried my best to hold back
to suppress these feelings coz you're already taken
but realizing that I'm living on a borrowed time,
I would just want to spend my precious time showing you
how much I love you
because any moment may be my last
but at the very least, I was free to express my feelings
society can say that loving someone that belongs to someone else is wrong
but I feel that it would be more wrong If I deny what my heart is saying deep inside me
You don't need to like me,
I just pray that you allow me to love you unrequitedly
Jan 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 at 2:42 AM UTC
A charming physician
Specializes in Internal Med
Whenever I see her
Do her rotation
I wish I am a doctor too
Not that there's no other way
To get to know her
I could only internalize
How hard she must have studied
From residency to fellowship
In my head, I wish I can "ship"
I ship her and myself
Unrequitedly
At this phase
Patient will I become
Not the adjective
But the noun
Patient
But I have to choose
My illness
It can't be neurological
It must be internal
Should I put poison in my food?
Can I put water in my lungs?
Must I have bacterial infection?
Any injury
In my upper extremity
May be a turning point (or not).
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 9:13 PM UTC
Had a crush on her
Was a friend of her
Her smile always made my day glitter
It even also made my heart quiver
Then happily we graduated
With her glamorous face yet unexpected
Shone in her beautiful dress
The day that took away my stress.
We both then did not saw each other
Even though in social media I could not even bother
Because I am not an ideal one for her
And because I am a mere commoner.
When we saw each other's face again, nonetheless
I just couldn't even bother less
Because I am not in a place to bother her
Especially when now she's happier.
She has changed too much
I couldn't even get a touch
And we just stare at each other but just briefly
Albeit I just can't accept the fact verily.
The fact that we're not even meant to be
But excuse me, did I even made her happy?
Or it's just that I am only trying to be pally?
Or just trying to be a one even though I loved her unrequitedly?
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
I have cried you a river
baptized you in that water
I made you my religion
yet you're distant; oblivious
your silence is deafening
yet here I am still hoping
waiting
unrequitedly loving.
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 6:42 AM UTC