a small town, inexhaustible,
somehow far from mundane,
a predictable spring followed
by a predictable summer,
and yet nature, per se,
never really allows man
a mortal fascination with it,
a mortal by that I mean,
enclosed in replicas and analogues,
with an extinguishable "self"
to boot, as if in every democracy,
one vote, one life,
the end.
not some mystical
ever after,
either the materialistic
absolute, or the other,
materialistic absolute,
if latin could invite
itself into the schools among
which sit Tao, Zen and others...
well, drop the prefix hyphen
and call it Re...
trill of the tongue
that begat Sisyphus who:
not having a jailor sit and
with pitchfork nagging...
somehow... didn't roll the stone
aimlessly...
but, simply,
sat there, less in love with anything
that might be peered at in a lake,
and more, or less,
a hole that his "self"
needed to fill...
interchangeable
ad infinitum of:
cube through a square hole,
square hole with a cube in tow..
cube square hole, cube square hole...
trig. meaning either
from up, to down...
or, or at least then...
offshoot, in life through and in
death, also through...
two schools of thought:
1. man stands above nature,
2. man stands beside nature...
comes the audacious first,
with its
Manhattan Project,
and with Hurricane Katrina
and the fact that lighting is yet
to be harnessed, and... farmed...
comes the awe-stricken
second, with its naturalists
and... nature without man
will run its course...
unappreciated,
it diminishes, is even robbed,
no sooner the suffocating
murmur of prayer,
as soon enough,
the caged bird prays
an indistinguishable song
to the song beneath
the watchful eyes of hawks...
yet this is but a small town,
inexhaustible,
and by that I mean:
the pen is always dry,
the muse is always shackled
and stands mute,
th conversations are always
less and more a pity on
an urban chance meeting,
the book is never written,
the pen is always used as rather
a tennis racket in a game of
crosswords...
and a deep fascination
comes across between a youth
and an old man...
on the lines of:
myopia - shortsightedness
and utopia - hyperopia -
farsightedness...
for the old man sees
a graveyard, as a murky lake
of grey, in the distance
the indistinguishable corrections
of detail...
without his glasses...
but as he puts them on,
the murky lake of grey becomes
distinct in detail, crosses and tombstones...
what of the distance?
far away and blurry in zebra
camouflage...
two-dimensional details
in an otherwise tree-dimensional
yawn...
optic corrector:
no, not a confusion on my part,
nearing age 80,
he has both myopia
and hyperopia,
namely his reading glasses
and his: walking around the town
glasses: to add to the details:
that's not cascade:
i. e. respectively.
Myopia glasses, id est:
details in the distance
culminating in shadows
of trees at noon.
Hyperopia glasses, id est:
details on a piece of
paper, reading.
the inability to convey
an illusion of distance,
or rather the mind, cutting
corners,
since it was possible for
the early game programmers
to trap a two-dimensional
fern in the first tomb raider
game...
you would walk up to
the 2D object, and it would rotate
on an axis, very much akin
to the observed and the unobserved
electron...
which, to me, is a bit like
discussing black holes...
a two-dimensional object
in a tree-dimensional space...
when observed behaving like
an atom...
when unobserved behaving
like a wave...
or rather, to muddle,
and craft my own Pavlov exprience
in the watering eye...
through the grey lake mass of
the graveyard... in the distance
no differing contorts but:
Monet... Monet...
the old man speaks of ills,
hiding the achievements of old age,
a seated life,
as if: no one likes
the man who doesn't leave
an enigma of some sort...
does cancer plague the soft tissued
organs? when mistletoe,
in symbiosis with bark bone of trees
can thrive in the winter sun,
minimally exhausting the tree
in its seasonal coma?
old man cynic and
the woe of old age...
but before the story of Judas
and H'eh Zeus (in Spain)...
came the story of -
the old man and the sea
(according to Monet);
old man cynic,
on the rare occasion that the old
are disabled like children
at birth...
while in most instances,
the privilege of old age
makes them in turn
into born again children...
but unlike children a priori,
these a posteriori children
are... outside being convincing...
in at leat some,
of their exaggerations.
