"alife" poems
in my nursing home room within these carpeted halls,who do you see? probably a sharp tongued old woman with polident kept dentures, a white mane of unruly hair,thick ankles in short socks vein lined legs, a portly shaped body draped in a cotton patterned nightgown covering a depends.pictures on the wall of old memories,with alife slowly heading to a closing chapter. but I see a young girl of twenty three holding the arm of a world war two soldier,standing with me before the altar exchanging vows.the hospital picture with my nursing first born son of six sons.a house on holidays filled with bubbling laughter, and welcome toasts with a bountiful food table. a granddaughter who finished at the top of her class ready to defend those falsely accused pro bono. a picture of myself before marriage dancing a first ballet.i see your youth, you see my worn down old age. I hear you speak of far away vacations,that my body and limited funds cannot take. you see a world ripe with opportunies, I see bedbaths, a bag of waste to change,family members rarely seen . you see the hands on the wall clock not spinning fast enough for check out and the party awaiting. now in these final moments I see what you can't see,angels coming in bursts of bright light and golden wings, to bear me away from this painful suffering life.
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 12:19 AM UTC
Shall I see you again?
I WANT TO WOULD LOVE TO FEEL ALIFE AGAIN.
Want to hold your organs again, intact, in the most beautiful vessel they chose to harbor them.
Aug 24, 2012
Aug 24, 2012 at 2:35 AM UTC
Only the giggles are exuberant
And the smiles spread wide.
She'll stand tall,
Somewhat indifferent,
Always there.
Too kind,
Always listening to us
Always there for us
As a friend,
As a shoulder to lean on,
Offering comfort all day
In boredom and in panic.
She'll always be around.
Until she won't.
And I swear,
When she's gone,
Gone too far,
Someone we never noticed before
Will suddenly come alife
As if a cannon strick us
And took away arms, legs,
And paralyzing us.
We'll finally realize,
But it'll be too late.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 10:24 PM UTC
Here comes the strom
You have been hiding from
For years...
Your soul is jittery
And your heart
Vapour
The expectation
Of your ego
Like a landslide
Yet life
Is waiting for you
After the storm
Yet hope
That the rain
Will purge the droughts
That fire
That will eat
The ailing trees
And you
Making it out
Alife
What will happen
If you
Survive?
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 7:40 PM UTC