Love me forever,
I'll love you always.

A love more than love,
Forever and always.

"I think this is about the time where all the sappy love poems turn to heartbreak poems.."

love will come to you
at random times in your life.
when you least expect it,
but when you realize
that you are in love,
you will understand that it happened for a reason.
you will find yourself undeniably happy
and when heartbreak comes,
you will hate everything,
but you must remember
that your heart will learn from this
and is making room
for the next person
to show up in your life
and live inside the cavity of your chest.

im a sad pathetic little girl back then.
i was lost and couldnt find my place in the world.
i was broken by the boy who wouldnt even turn his head my way.
but then you came, you filled up the empty soul that was long been suffering inside this body
you made me think twice about my life and how im living it.
i started to see colors in my dull gray life again.
you brought back the life in.
you ignited the flame that was only one breathe away from being put out.
i was the happiest girl in the world.

was.

because little did i know, you build me up just to shatter me even more.
just like how you light a birthday candle and make its flame go shine brightly just to blow it out.
you ignited the flame inside me only to put it out once you got warm.
you put colors in my life only to realize halfway that you prefer black and white after all.
so you left.

now my life is back to being black and white.
please.
come back now.

"I love you and I'll never leave. To be with you, is my greatest dream," he said.


...


"I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. I'm sorry, I can't be with you," he said.


Maybe that's all I was: a dream, and he woke up.
But to me, he was a fantasy brought to life; my reality; my future; my hopes and inspirations; my love.

I take the pain. Endure it all. All for you, I'd take the fall. They can take their shot, I'll take the hit. You won't get hurt, I'll make sure they'll miss. The blood I've shed. The battles I've fought. The pain I've took so you won't get caught. Through hell and back, I've made it through. To feel you again, to see your smile too. But my heart, my soul, I don't know how much more I can endure. This pain, it's eating me alive: an endless war. Can't I stop bleeding? To live in peace, with you, no hurting? But then again, no matter
what I'd have to go through, to see you happy is all I'd ever want for you.

             Because you're worth my pain.
             But I'm not invincibly strong.
             I don't know,
             How much longer
             I'll be able to hold on.  
  

                                                        r.n
                                                         X