Time is something I'll never have enough of

The last year flew by
This year too, will soon

I've experienced so much in that time
Good and bad

And all for the better

I've experienced unrequited love
And heartbreak
I've experienced the thrill of parties and letting loose
I've experienced the pain of losing someone
I've realized that I need to be myself
I've realized I need to let go of the past and move on
I've realized that it's okay to love and trust again
I've made new friends
I've made new memories
I've made new stories I can tell
I've found peace with myself
I've found ... Love

The time I have left couldn't possibly be enough, but I'll make sure not to waste a second.

I love You

oh,
how dear those eight letters
are to my heart

in a world
where I love You,
holds no meaning
tossed around, all around

growing up.
love wasn't something easily received, given
so as a result
the love held within my
physical,
mental,
fragile self
is something that is very limited. special.

to those that hold a space in my heart
know that my love for you is the purest
the dearest
for all i know is the love i've built up myself

for those with hearts overflowing with love,
share it with the world
make sure to tell those beautiful souls
just exactly how much love you have for them

say it with meaning
say it with power
show it with your actions
show it with words
feel it with your soul
feel it with bodies
say it with your heart
show it with your heart

feel it with your heart

**I love You

what is love?
is love the joy i get when i see you
is love the tears i cry when i miss you
is love the craving to see you everyday
is love wanting to be with you every minute, second
is love how i love that you inspire me
is love the cheesy jokes we laugh at together
is love the gentle kisses you give me
is love the smell of your cologne
is love the beautiful eyes i stare into as i watch you talk
is love painful
is love the best feeling ever
is love the crinkles in your eyes as you yawn
or the vibrations of your chest as you laugh
is love the fast, slow thumping of your heart
is love the warmth you give when you embrace me
is love the flushed cheeks i get when you tell me i'm beautiful
because if that is love
then let me tell you this
i am madly in love with you
so madly in love

I hurt you and I'm so sorry. I knew from the bottom of my heart. I knew that you liked him; but what am I supposed to do. What am I supposed to do when I like him too. I like him so much and I'm not willing  to give him up. He makes me a better me. I got my first kiss and you got heartbreak. I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. I made you feel like ****. I don't know what to do but I can't give him up. Not this one. All I can say is I'm sorry, but you had your chance.


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"Have you had your first kiss?"
He asked
"I haven't, no."
I reply
Because I haven't found the one
The one I want to give it too
It may seem dumb
But it means a lot to me
And the only name I'd want to say when someone asks me if I had my first kiss or not ...
Is you.


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