I wonder if you see this loving man standing here in front of you
Does it cross your mind all the things I did to keep you happy
Do you even consider all I did to provide and care for you
You were my light
You were my sunshine
I gave you the key to my heart
Now this house is no longer a home
You took every opportunity to disrespect the love I had for you
The warm shoulder I used to lean on has turned cold on me
These tears I’m crying won’t stop falling
This heart of mine won’t stop grieving
Despite all the damage you’ve inflicted on me
I thank me for closing the door on this abandoned love
I thank you for making me stronger without you.

We locked eyes as the magnetic force pulled us together
We communicated without a single word
We connected in sync; enraptured by your smile I couldn’t even blink
So many fantasies playing in my mind
Plotting on taking you back to my suite so I can give you that sweet seduction
There’s a spark that needs setting and you’re the fuse
I tug and you pull as neither one of us wants to lose  
You looking like a cake in your birthday suit
I’m going to enjoy every single slice of you
You gripping the sheets, hair in disarray
Hear your screams from miles away, let the whole world know who got you this way
I’ll have you going crazy endlessly over my magic stick
Behind close doors you can let go and lose yourself to me.

I want to be attached on you as the scars on your body
Permanent on your skin with no way of erasing my semblance
Embracing the journey of your body and all its transformations
Embedded in your most intimate places I know secrets about you that I’ll always conceal.

Sitting across from you in the bathtub
Staring into your eyes as I lift your leg out the water
Placing your ankle on my shoulder as I draw illustrations along your calf with my tongue
You moan my name so prettily as you lean your head back against the wall
I had to remind you that my tongue cleanses you like nothing else.

Your legs wrapped around my back
Embraced in your warm cocoon
Enclosed from the world
There’s no other place I rather be
Than imprisoned in your cell bars.

My head between your legs
This is my favorite part of our ***
You grab my head and guide me to your ******
Use me how you want
I just want to please you in every way I can
**** my face and leave your imprint on it
I’m yours to release all your inhibitions
Never too proud to clean up your mess.

I want you to think of me when you’re alone
Get aroused by just the memory of me
You wet the bed wishing I was touching you in places that’ll get you hot
You dream of my fingers plunging inside your *****
Gathering all of your honey so you could taste yourself off my fingers
I know I make you wet when you think about me
Make you have a tsunami in your bed even when I’m not there.

I’m married to loneliness
I sleep with it every night in my bed
My favorite drink is a shot of sorrow
Drunken it’s sour taste now it’s plastered on my face
Pain is my number one fan
My only constant companion
Depression is my reflection
It greets me when I look in the mirror
My soul is dying with every passing breath
Counting my tears until there’s none left.

Her fortress is built with walls that are impenetrable
So high up that it thwarted other men’s efforts of ever succeeding
It gave me a sense of pride when I came along and broke through her defenses
To be able to make her composure crumble to pieces with the slyness of my tongue.

Breaking beds like some newlyweds
Lustful screams all throughout the night
Wreaking down your walls
I’m your demolition man
Bite marks engraved across your *** cheeks
It’s a lovely tango between the sheets
Our tongues dancing to the rhythm of our heartbeats
Tasting both sets of your lips
******* you is bliss.

Pin you on my wall like a pinup girl
This **** about to rock your world.

I got your legs spread like the 10 and the 2
Dicking you down, now your ***** sticky like glue
Voice hoarse and it’s not even round 2
Once I’m done you’ll be stuck on snooze.

Just like a spider on a web
You trapped me in your lies
I was prey in your eyes
My heart was just a trophy on your display
You treated my love like fools gold
You sold me false hope of a loving relationship
Stabbing me in the front with a smile
Just so you can get high off the pain inflicted on my face.

I think I’ll find a needle in a haystack
Before I find a soul mate
It’s exhausting to keep the faith
My confidence is slim
My expression is grim
I feel out of place in a world that beats me down to shame
I know love is not a race but even a marathon eventually ends.

Washing my face in her gushing waters
My favorite skincare routine.

It wouldn’t be her birthday without a gift
She won’t look hard to find what it is
I can see it in her eyes that she’s ready for it
Her gift is wrapped in my boxers
Come and unwrap it love.

My curiosity peaks for this unknown
Wandering thoughts on what lies past this door
Mind riddled with new beginnings and endings
Lust rattles my soul as my imagination takes control
Excitement takes over my body yet fear takes over my mind
Hedonistic fantasies playing on repeat
Knowing that this waiting game will end
To be stripped of my last piece of innocence.

Love skips pass my doorstep
As I wait patiently for it to ring my bell
Immune to all the nights my heart wept
25 years without a single love story to tell
  Love keeps passing me by
I wish to experience love’s presence
Imagination could never compare to the heated touch of a lover
Or the passion filled gaze from fluorescent eyes
25 years without being the object of someone’s desire
Love keeps passing me by
Love must not love me
I’ve waited and contemplated if it will ever knock on my door
Each day brings a new shade of disappointment
Ashamed to be robbed of the one thing I crave the most
Realization dawns on me as I believe
Love will always pass me by.

I can come over whenever you need some comfort
******* up when you’re feeling down
Bend you over when you can’t stand the pain
I’ll be that medicine that you need
You can take every dose of me.

My Queen your throne awaits you
Come take a seat on my face
You don’t want to be no place else
Climb up on it and make yourself comfortable
You won’t be going anywhere for awhile
After I’m done you won’t feel your legs
You hang my prize above me and out of reach
Teasing me as your juices soak through your *******
I peel them off and pull you down
Don’t try to fight it I’ll make those moans slip out
As I put my mouth on you coaxing out every cry
I don’t care who hears I’m all ears
Ears that are currently being crushed between your thighs
Kissing and licking on your sweet spot
******* on your **** got you clutching my head
Pleasure taking over as you guide me to your destination
Legs shaking with elation
Eyes lidded with glaze
Drunk off your taste as I clean you up
From all the mess you made.

I swear her ***** tastes so much sweeter when she’s mad.

No matter how many times I make her mad
My way of apologizing is on my knees with my head between her soft thighs
Her cries of my name are her way of forgiving me.

I want to be attached on you as the scars on your body
Permanent on your skin with no way of erasing my semblance
Embracing the journey of your body and all its transformations
Embedded in your most intimate places I know secrets about you that I’ll always conceal.

It really shouldn’t bother me
That your skin tight dress has the delicious luxury of hugging those curves
It shouldn’t bother me that your jeans sit comfortably on that *** that I wish to feast on
I shouldn’t be bothered that your towel wraps around your wet body collecting every singlet of water that rolls down your skin
It shouldn’t bother me that your ******* catches the stream of your ***** juice
Can you blame me for wanting to experience you like they do?