There's this hole
I feel so low
I am not whole
Shot by an arrow and a bow

Never felt this broken
Only been cracked and
Thought that I was given
But no, something was taken

Never felt this lonely
This hole inside of me
It's making me empty
Cover it coz it's draining me

Used to be alone
Now you're here
You carried me along
Never been this happy

It was a blissful evening
As I watch them here while performing
I never thought I'd end up crying
As I felt my heart slowly bleeding and breaking

The evening air bringing despair
In front of the mirror as I stare
I watched two orbs full of color
Die and lose its flare

The night sky with its moon and stars
Even in the dark shows my scars
I feel my heart breaking into many parts
As I lie alone on my bed pouring my heart

The one bringing hope and joy
Never had thought would be one day destroyed
The sound of laughter as they rejoice
Slowly fading as she heard her own voice hoarse

The slight feeling of isolation
Leads to her mild destruction
Those small damages can already give you a prediction
That soon she will slowly be destroyed and lose herself in addition

I watch it crumble and break down into pieces
As I also watch myself fall in to that same dark abyss
I tried to grab the rope with my fist
Yet it was hopeless since it always slipped

Every second feels like forever
Trapping me into agony making it even harder
I tried so hard to resist at least to make it better
Yet it was put in vain for hope was not even there like ever

I want to escape so bad that I am willing to do anything
Yet it seems to be pulling me back harder than I am imagining
The chain that kept me trapped and connected to that abyss was being pulled down
It hurts so much that I cried for help yet there's not even a sound

Chains that restrains my hands and feet are tight
A pair of hands on my eyes blocking my sight
Preventing my eyes to see any light
I stayed there begging someone to help me and be my knight

Yet no one came even after the long wait
Even when the night passed by and morning came
The seemingly endless sweetness of sugar cane
Was now replaced by the bitterness that coames with the betrayal and being abandoned that I'm feeling

The darkness enveloping the place
Seems like night there will forever stay
I tried asking for someone's sympathy and embrace
Yet they only gave me null and void eyes and their poker face

Horror consumed me and it covered my face
Making my mind and heart beat as if it finished a marathon or a race
I tried to use my wings to escape but it was a hopeless case
It was like patching the million pieces from a broken vase

Soon enough my heart can feel nothing
Numbness and void taking over everything
I thought the light will never came as I was hoping
Yet there he stood with his arms that seems to be reaching something

Something or someone, it doesn't matter
For when I heard him speak everything became clearer
I found light and it eliminated the darkness and made my chains shatter
The light made the shadow go away but also darker

But it doesn't matter if it intensified
The thing that matters is that I was resurrected from being mummified
I thought I would forever be trapped in darkness terrified
Yet there was an angel in his shining armor who saved me and gave me light

Do this and do that
You can't go and stop
Just to chit and chat

You think you are allowed
Then let me remind you dear
You are not, as long as I'm around

No matter how hard you cry
How much you've helped
It's never enough, don't even try

You were always alone
You never got friends
And they will never stay

Those monsters that you tied
Tears that you tried to hide
They won't care, no matter how hard you try

You are not enough nor will ever be
Just do what you have to
Coz if you'll resist and insist, it'll just drive you crazy

Let's walk home today
Dark is coming tonight
Let's call it a day

You're too loud, too proud, such a *****
You don't deserve everything you got
Deserved to be ditched

They only stay because of pity
Pity that you are witty
But you are lonely

They don't like you in their lives
You ****** them with your presence
Why are you still even alive?

Oh, so people such as you exist
People who don't belong
And unwanted but still insists

Do you really wanna know what you are?
You are nothing but a trash, a lonely person
Proud? Loud? Hates crowd? We don't care

Who are you for us to even care?
You keep blabbering nonsense
Such as "don't you dare!" then you'll give us an angry glare?

Those were just a few
They're the voices in my head
And only a few have a clue