I have been weak for years, and you knew it,
We could have changed our lives but you blew it,
We could have ruled the world but you gave up,
Now I'm packing on armor to brave up,
I've worked so hard trying to earn your love,
Put you above all through all things and thereof,
I let you tear my esteem down and doubt my own mind,
Made me cry everyday but kept me hopeful and blind,
I'd do anything to keep you even at my expense,
You tore down all my feelings and tore down my defense,
Yet after all this my heart is still yours,
Everyday I still search for answers and cures,
Should I still try or do I give up and leave?,
Do I accept the truth or stay completely naive,
Have mercy on me please stop all of this, just assure me you care with a hug and a kiss,
Hold me once more let me remember your touch,
I know that right now I love you that much,
I have to let go I have to move on,
But only you have my heart from dusk until dawn,
Please be my red and take away all my blue,
I think I just realized your love isn't true,
Just know that mine is it always has been,
So now I know without doubt when I lose you I win!