It's not like I would die without you,
But yeah, I'll forget to smile,
Get lonely,
Probably cry every night till I fall asleep.
But don't you worry darling,
I'll survive.

We are all alone,
On our own,
Life is all about finding someone,
And trying not to be lonely!

Don't cry, keep your eyes dry,
Don't curse yourself, for its not your fault,
Don't overthink, just halt !
let the time heal the pain,
Just sit tight, your hard work won't go in vein!
Trust me, God has better plans, keep your spirits high!
and just don't cry!

It pinches , stings,
It demotivates you ,
It makes you feel humiliated,
Rejection!

Spoils your mood,
Make you regret of your actions,
You wish you have never gone for it
in the first place,
Rejection!

It's okay to be rejected,
Be patient, stay calm,
Because God has planned someone/something better than you assumed.

I felt something,
Beating in my chest,
I thought I would never feel that again,
After that break up, but i did.

Her slim figure, that face,
It's her mistake,
Her smile , her hairstyle ,
That side profile,
It's again gonna put me on trial.

Don't wanna go down that lane again,
I am afraid to fall in love again.

Love is complex than I thought,
She is in, but I am not.

Started as a casual one,
Like Netflix and fun.
No strings attached, no trust,
Just satisfying each other's lust.
Would go out chicken and *****
Gift tees , guitar and those Nike shoes.

Now things have gone a little too south,
She texts, she calls all the time,
She feels, she fights all the time.
She says this is love about.
But, I am in total doubt.

Never wanted it to turn out this way,
It started casually in the month of may.
We have come so far and now it's all gray.
Difficult to leave, difficult to stay.

I do feel for her,
I do adore her, but it's not love anyway.
Don't know what I feel,
But not ready for a relationship in any way!

Dear heart!,
please calm down!
it's just a text from her,
doesn't mean anything.
Please take it easy,
steady and queasy.

Had this discussion before,
Last time drowning in sorrows,
broken apart in pieces,
trapped in Band-Aids and stitches.
that sharp pain, felt like a heart attack.
Can't see you in that shape again.
Don't act like a clown!
and please calm down!

Sure she's nothing to say,
same old crap and foul play,
just some what's ups and fake concerns display.
You are gullible and innocent,
her words are your stimulant.

You will cry again and crack,
so let me handle this attack.
just sit back uptown!
and please calm the **** down!

ohh baby,
why can't we dance,
why can't we meet,
why can't we go out for a treat.
why can't we just travel,
for I want to see you dazzle.

why can't we hug,
why can't we kiss,
feel the morning dew bliss.
yes this wait is tough.
let's hope this Virus gets soon burried.
so we can reunite and get married.

It's crazy how we yearn for people
who don't appreciate the efforts we put in for being with them, doing everything in our hand to make them happy.
And
At the same time,
ignoring the ones who are with us already,
doing their very best to make us happy.

As we grow old,
we build these walls around us,
a protective conservative envelope,
of
not trusting anyone easily.
Afraid to open up,
share our thoughts,
be friends with someone new.
Keeping it to the least,
friends only for own selfishness,
just for the mutual benefits.

Its not bad,
for we cant trust anyone easily,
living in a big city,
where every one is looking to prey on someone.
use others for their own benefits.
after being betrayed in love and friendship,
it makes sense that we stop trusting people.

BUT

Have we lost all the hope too ?
to get a good friend again ?
to find a true love ?
to open up to the other people ?
and share and talk our heart out ?

***** to be betrayed,
but
can't just hide behind the walls and be afraid.