The thought of you crosses my mind
I smile
Thinking of your eyes
In mine
Magic

Suddenly past memories
Rose up as turbulent waves
In the ocean of my heart

An avalanche of tears
Arrived as showers
Upon my eyes

Old tears mixed with the new ones
Leaving me
Wondering
Which ones are more salty?

I take a break
From
The push of the past
The have-been and might-been
The smallness and anxiety
The self-deprecation
Pain, despair and futility
Of all my activity

I take a pledge
To begin anew
A clean slate
A total break
From the push of the past

A quantum leap
A jump into the river
Of the future
Crystal clear sweet harmony
Waves of sweetness
My Lord's Blue Feet
In my every cell
Heart beat and breath

Suddenly, somehow
The glorious future
The mindless past
Dissolve

Eternity
Subsumes
All
Forever

Sweet is Your creation
Sweeter still art Thou

Grace is every breath
Blessed still
Is the breath
Which
Intertwined with Your name
Holds in that moment
Infinity

Residing in Your name
You expand to fill my being

Every cell dances
And love pours out
To all creation

Filling this vastness
with light
Blue as Your Feet

A piece of my heart
Became my little baby
She smiles
Rainbows envelop me
She cries
I hold her
The universe in my arms