I imagine us sitting down at lunch
holding hands and stealing kisses,
whispering secrets that don't matter

I imagine us picking colleges together
and shopping for apartments in
whatever city you want.

I imagine us moving in together
and finally sleeping next to each other
and it is just like how we thought it would be

I imagine us going out on walks
going to movies
going everywhere

I imagine you proposing
and me crying and every thing is perfect
because you're there.

I imagine us married waiting on
a little stick to determine our
future

I imagine us in the delivery room
and how they look just like their parents
and how you're natural father

I imagine two more nights like that
and we move to house with a
backyard

I imagine us trying to decide
what dog to get and we couldn't
so we got two

I imagine us at your mom's funeral
and I hold you as you break for the first
time and you are so small

I imagine us going on vacations and to reunions
and concerts and restaurants
and graduations and weddings

I imagine me lying in a hospital bed
as you hold my hand everything gets dark
and I am content

I imagine us doing all these
wonderful things because in reality
there is no us

There's only me

Reading his daily messages soon became boring,
but you are ignoring the fact that he was only trying to be loving..
At first he was special for you,
but now you treat him like a nobody..
You are missing the whole thing..

You asked him to remain the same..
..but you changed..
Its a shame!
Sending you messages daily without getting any replies,became his habit,
and reading his daily messages without replying,became yours..

The point that you are missing is that there're actually lots of girls out there who wish to have someone like him in their lives..
but still,he is holding on to you..
because he still loves you the way he did when he was 17..
but maybe it won't last forever,
because he is a lover,
and lovers expect love in return..
-Sharvish