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These arms
  are yours
to break,
So steal me
in the clench
of your teeth.
Lull me into your *******;
make me your little
**** ***.
Longing
to connect,
release your
blackest sunset;
Let us not forget
one another.

Nuzzled
in your
Forever,
I'm eternally
Found
&& Grateful.
I have scars etched across my skin
like raindrops that drizzled down and stained
the yellowing pages of your notebook.

I don't like talking about the black outs,
where my mind goes,
what's left of me.

I don't like talking about what triggers them,
or who I am after I come to.

but these scars are physical reminders
of memories I never got to remember.

and every time you kiss them
I think to myself
"maybe even that part of me,
whoever she is,
deserves to be loved too."

and I wonder if looking
at my hands and arms
makes you sad,
or if feeling the raised skin
makes you uneasy
but either way

I love when you kiss my scars
and make me whole.
Bluebird is the first person to ever do that.
I think I'll miss you forever.
The Silent Screams
The Broken Dreams
I Waited For Dark Nights
Cause Stars Shine Better Then;
I Am Trying To Find You
I Am Trying To Figure Out Which One Is You
I Have Once Again Started Believing In Fairy tales !
Cause' Godammn
You Were The Only Soul
Which I Have Ever Loved
I Have Stopped Crying
You Hated Tears
And I Hate You
For You Left Me Isolated
In The Isolation Of My Self
I Have So Many Songs To Sing
Which Have Longed Your Tune
You Shall Be Alive
In Every Word I Pen  Down
You Shall Be Alive In Your Queen's Crown
She'll Recite You In Her Verses
She'll Make A Sweet Melancholy
Of Memories And Sing It To The Extent Of Forever!
A few floors up.
The doors slid closed
and stayed shut.

We could have ascended forever,
or seconds. You were so pretty.
Looked at me from under your lashes,

smiled and I was transfixed.
We stopped at every floor.
You could have got off

but you lingered. The smell of you
filled the small space
and we kept climbing.

The higher we went
the harder it was
to say anything.

Too afraid to speak. Too vulnerable.
Strung up by thoughts of other people.
Then the bell rang and you got off.

Goodbye then, I should have
asked you to stay but you would
have gone anyway.
it's been a while
Is it so wrong, that for tonight only-
you are the single most appropriate vessel to carry my sorrow...
and I yours.  
In this dance,
this sweet dance of momentary love, that last
only a lifetime, I am completely lost in you.
For once, my tears have found a home to flow to.  
Amid your clenched ***** they flow,
silent and content, as yours trickle from their lonely eyes
into my being,
I- will forever- be with you...
and then the sun rises and we remember
who we are.
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I'm embarrassed to tell you
It's not something I'm proud of
I burn because it makes me feel better
until it doesn't
I know you don't get it
It's okay
I've been alone this whole time anyways
Stuck inside the purgatory of the mind
Such an ugly barren place filled with the sins that covet my soul
Yet I cannot leave, I wish not to leave
For in those sins and in the ugliness I have found something
Something that I never had in the other side
Comfort, is what holds me to live in the sinful place

Bearing down the world to its thin
Showing all of its true sin
A blue meridian gulf sunset lifts the veil of Venus beside a pearl Moon
Red beacons search far out to sea with amber harbor lights panning the white , wailing , crystalline oceanside , revealing her nighttime ferocity* ...
Copyright November 1 , 2016 by Randolph L Wilson * All Rights Reserved

Night # 2 from a window in Panama City Beach , Florida ..
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