morning begins
to soften
outside

i wait for you
cold hands
light gathering
with the dust
of the growing hours

there is nothing in me
that is not already soft
and brittle

feel the leaves slip
on the pavement
touching new words with
a covered breath

we grow up with the saying "find what you love and let it **** you" but when i told you i loved you with every drop of blood in my veins i never expected you to pull the trigger

It wasn't the end
I closed my eyes and waited
But death never came

The gravity of loneliness
It heaves and sighs like shifting ice
That moans like whales in the night time
It's weight I've grown accustom to
Settled down solid on my bones
My bare shoulders ache and bend
My spine curves under the pressure
I pray for a tectonic shift
Havoc to my structure ingrained
Groundwork for new ways to relate

you can sleep
you can die
you can beep
you can buy
you can exit
you can run
you can fire
you can sun
you can might
you can try
you can finger
you can cry
you can intentionally
you can holiday
you can house
you can runaway
you can something
you can just the usual

imitations, initiations, Charlie close our eyes and bungalow that boogie

octopus your reasons

tranquil, tranquil, tranquilo

I moved into my new reasons

You can show me those doe eyes
No reason
No surprise
While the octopus flies

Henry, spread your magenta
Fore it flies

Show him
Although
In the past
You struggle
To decide

Most nights
You try
To test the trash

This is a
Stalled carnival

When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than any obstacle that could come between us. I love you the most.

In a dream I was buried between mountains
Let go of myself and your friends

I didn't say I was ready
I'm always reading ahead


Can I Quell my elitist tendencies
Not be ruled by dependency
A Perfect personality
Using plagiarized perceptions
We use our actions to gain attention