Sleep? What even is that word.
When the night falls and silence is deafening,
All these thoughts and unsaid feelings echo
Thumping harder, echoing louder
Now you’re tossing around the sheets
Wondering what is next
Trying to hold on to the things that keep you sane
Yet we both know, they’re not enough to keep you together

There's a sadness you can never define
Something that's lingering around
I hope it won't stay;
For a long time

It's so effing sad
How things used to be
When the waves hit the shore
And we listened to its melody

It's so effing sad
How I thought I was your sea
You'd sail deep and hold me
You'd explore the darkest parts of me

How I wish I shouldn't have had you
How I wish I stopped you from happening
Now I'm lost at my own sea
I can barely find me

It has been six months.
It has been six friggin long months.
But looking back,
It happened way way before those six months.

It has been this long without you dear.
It still pains me sometimes,
Whenever something happens and you’re not there to listen to my awful stories and nonsense rambles anymore.

Sometimes, I still remember you in the middle of a busy day
Whether good or bad
Those memories we had were part of who we were when we were together

Yet I know deep down,
Our story has ended
There is no way to go back
No reason for us to get back together

I’ll always smile whenever I remember
Something precious that happened when we were still together
I know it will be a long time, before I can open my heart again

But someday, I hope we’ll both be happy again
Maybe not together,
But to wherever our lives has led us to
And please do remember, you’ll always have a special place in my heart

I hope one day, when you find this,
You'll laugh and shed some ugly tears
I want to tell you how wonderful life is,
With you in it.

You're one heck of a human being,
Your thoughts and words don't often end up well together,
Yet in between those moments,
I see your beautiful mind.

Each day with you feels the same,
The familiar warmth of a summer day
Or the nostalgic smell of coffee and cigarettes,
All those things remind me of home.

Like a Honne song would say, If only you knew.
I hope you would love yourself as much as  I love you
I'm always grateful for having your around
And I'd like to stick around with you as long as I can.