The first time you saw his pictures you should’ve ran,
Are you now only stuck in this relationship because you are one of his greatest fans?
Believe me if you stay you might just **** him up with your bedside table lamp
Because baby he played you
And your whole relationship was an enormous sham

You deserve better than this, more than the world
I only wish you could see how your soft, tender smiles are worth more than the oceans’ pearls
These men don’t value you so why do you continue to give them your time?
Is it because they continue to floss their scanty little dimes?
Stop asking him if he even gives a flying ****
Because to him and his friends you were just an easy, ugly duck

The love was and will never be there
And it’s okay to cry your heart out for now my sweet, little dear
But only sob for a few days over his harsh ways
And please remember that losing him will be just another phase...

Imperfect Desire **

You bombofucking ****
You are so full of ****
My biggest regret is letting you hit
You approached me when I was in a dark state
And I initially insisted that I wanted us to wait
But you got into my head
Ultimately mutilating my mental health
You told me a **** tonne of ******* and lies so I could sympathize with the fact that your mother died
And it worked because you got what you wanted
And I went against my better judgement because I thought you were different
Despite knowing that you are an emotionally stunted criminal
Who gets by in life by doing the bare minimal
You told me all the things I wanted to hear
But you left out the most important thing my dear,
HONESTY.

I told you that I cry myself to sleep most nights
And you promised to be my shining knight
You claimed that you will always be here
But just like all the other ******* in the end, you didn’t care
The biggest crime you’ve committed was not by being a druggie’s plug  
- It is taking advantage of my trust and love.


You will now become the one **** that I’ll never claim
Not because my ***** is ashamed
But I prefer not to give you anymore fame
However, you are not to be fully blamed
I realized that I needed someone to distract me from my loneliness
And I need to work on the self love that I’ve lost.

In the end, I FORGIVE YOU for piercing my heart
However, I still consider you as a little piece of ****
But for me to move on I need to say goodbye to you my beautiful green-eyed Codeine
I’ve given you enough of my energy and it’s time to leave you in 2019.

Imperfect Desire **