You bombofucking ****
You are so full of ****
My biggest regret is letting you hit
You approached me when I was in a dark state
And I initially insisted that I wanted us to wait
But you got into my head
Ultimately mutilating my mental health
You told me a **** tonne of ******* and lies so I could sympathize with the fact that your mother died
And it worked because you got what you wanted
And I went against my better judgement because I thought you were different
Despite knowing that you are an emotionally stunted criminal
Who gets by in life by doing the bare minimal
You told me all the things I wanted to hear
But you left out the most important thing my dear,
HONESTY.

I told you that I cry myself to sleep most nights
And you promised to be my shining knight
You claimed that you will always be here
But just like all the other ******* in the end, you didn’t care
The biggest crime you’ve committed was not by being a druggie’s plug  
- It is taking advantage of my trust and love.


You will now become the one **** that I’ll never claim
Not because my ***** is ashamed
But I prefer not to give you anymore fame
However, you are not to be fully blamed
I realized that I needed someone to distract me from my loneliness
And I need to work on the self love that I’ve lost.

In the end, I FORGIVE YOU for piercing my heart
However, I still consider you as a little piece of ****
But for me to move on I need to say goodbye to you my beautiful green-eyed Codeine
I’ve given you enough of my energy and it’s time to leave you in 2019.

Imperfect Desire **