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91.2k · Mar 2015
My Demons
Imperfect Desire Mar 2015
Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **
1.4k · Mar 2015
Jevon
Imperfect Desire Mar 2015
His deep hazel eyes,
                     That are full of
                             LIES
Pain and torment, that is hiding behind his
                          SMILES
Wishing for another, someone to call his
                            OWN
     But inlove with his best friend,
     Who he secretly stalks at home
                         HURT
                            &
                      BETRAYED
   That his other half has found another,
    Meditating on this he gives up and says
                 "WHY BOTHER"
                   Life is full of ****,
So he puts on one of those perfect,believing
                          SMILES
              ­  And pretends to be
                        HAPPY
       While slowly losing the love of his
                       LIFE……                  
                                  
                                        

Knowing this person was an amazing gift I've received from life,
But what makes it cruel and hurtful is that I cannot be his love and his wife....


Imperfect Desire **
599 · Jul 2020
To My Little Yam
Imperfect Desire Jul 2020
The first time you saw his pictures you should’ve ran,
Are you now only stuck in this relationship because you are one of his greatest fans?
Believe me if you stay you might just **** him up with your bedside table lamp
Because baby he played you
And your whole relationship was an enormous sham

You deserve better than this, more than the world
I only wish you could see how your soft, tender smiles are worth more than the oceans’ pearls
These men don’t value you so why do you continue to give them your time?
Is it because they continue to floss their scanty little dimes?
Stop asking him if he even gives a flying ****
Because to him and his friends you were just an easy, ugly duck

The love was and will never be there
And it’s okay to cry your heart out for now my sweet, little dear
But only sob for a few days over his harsh ways
And please remember that losing him will be just another phase...

Imperfect Desire **
Follow me on Instagram @imperfectdesirexx for daily quotes and poetry ❤️. I am currently going through a heartbreak and I hope this poem will help others to get the courage to leave a man/woman who does not value them 💔.
599 · Jan 2020
Codeine
Imperfect Desire Jan 2020
You bombofucking ****
You are so full of ****
My biggest regret is letting you hit
You approached me when I was in a dark state
And I initially insisted that I wanted us to wait
But you got into my head
Ultimately mutilating my mental health
You told me a **** tonne of ******* and lies so I could sympathize with the fact that your mother died
And it worked because you got what you wanted
And I went against my better judgement because I thought you were different
Despite knowing that you are an emotionally stunted criminal
Who gets by in life by doing the bare minimal
You told me all the things I wanted to hear
But you left out the most important thing my dear,
HONESTY.

I told you that I cry myself to sleep most nights
And you promised to be my shining knight
You claimed that you will always be here
But just like all the other ******* in the end, you didn’t care
The biggest crime you’ve committed was not by being a druggie’s plug  
- It is taking advantage of my trust and love.


You will now become the one **** that I’ll never claim
Not because my ***** is ashamed
But I prefer not to give you anymore fame
However, you are not to be fully blamed
I realized that I needed someone to distract me from my loneliness
And I need to work on the self love that I’ve lost.

In the end, I FORGIVE YOU for piercing my heart
However, I still consider you as a little piece of ****
But for me to move on I need to say goodbye to you my beautiful green-eyed Codeine
I’ve given you enough of my energy and it’s time to leave you in 2019.

Imperfect Desire **
For all those who battle depression and loneliness we should not let guys/girls use us. We are better than that.

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