Thanatus Angel of Death

Thanatus Angel of Death Dec 2017

I am a beautiful creature in the picture
a master of my own disguise
If you'll see who I really am, you'll be running to mountain Heiss
A **** princess in the light
But prowling every night for a prey lurking in the dark.
You are the one in my sight
You should run for your life.
I am turning to a monster
Right before your eyes
A merciless killer, this is what I've become.
My fangs and claws are hidden
I'll come to you when you least expected
And I strike.
This is what I've become since the rainy night.
I am a MONSTER.

This is inspired from a song, I also wrote this recalling what I have become after people i loved hurt me.

#beast #facade #master #disguise #revenge #killer

Thanatus Angel of Death Dec 2017

Unspoken of

A song sung by the chimes as the door closes goodbye,
I am alone again, hollow more than ever
Who would have thought that an empty heart could feel more emptier?
Am I a mistake? Did they ever really care?
What I feel is none of your business but listen.
I am screaming but none can hear.
I am dying but none can see it.
None but my demons.
Maybe it is better for me to go
Yet i want to live.

I guess I will try to write again.

#depression #inner #demons #live #life

Thanatus Angel of Death Jun 2017

Something Strange and New

Foams are flying everywhere
Music is just a blur
Bubbles soaked the dry land of Africa
The wolf with its magnificent fur has marked its prey
A butterfly as beautiful as the clear sky
There are much more beautiful creature in that desert
But the butterfly caught the monster's attention.

Unsuspecting with the danger that lies ahead,
allured by the wolf's gaze
Butterfly fly...not near but far from it.
Its destiny is already written.

Lured to the cave of a monstrous creature.
Draw closer, words were spoken. Closer.
Lips are now locked to each other.
But the wolf still made a promise, never will I break you.
The promise has been fulfilled, blood did not splatter on the floor.
Nothing is there.
Aside from a disappointed winged creature that can not fly
And a hungry wolf.
Parting ways.

I decided to write something about that strange encounter that I had with a new friend of mine.

#animals #human #music #weird #night #naked #unbroken

Thanatus Angel of Death Apr 2017

**** Night

Like whispers on the wind
He lays kisses on my body
His massive ******* between my legs
It's been like this every night
Being used by different men
Friends, strangers and foe on my bed

My blank eyes on the ceiling
His going faster and I can hear his rugged breathing
Shall I let out a moan?
What is his name again?
I'm smiling but I feel empty
There is no emotion
Just a faux happiness.

The night is almost over
I'm lying down with an unknown cutie
More, I need more.
I want more.
To void the emptiness I feel
To stop the stabbing pain in my heart.

Do I love you?

I already forgot how it is to be ****** because you love the person and not because you need them.

#fake #**** #*** #heart #nothing

Thanatus Angel of Death Apr 2017

LIFE Rumors

People talk and words fly
Here goes again, the crooked man
His face is ugly and he is a fatty,
Women laugh at him, men throw punches and stones,
Children scream and live in fear.
He is a monster for the naked eyes
Killed his own children, they say he eats them whole.
His wife is a witch and burned to hell.
Don't listen to these rumors though,
The crooked man is not a monster, the people around him are.

Just a thought about how human ruin another human's life.

#life #rumors #people

Thanatus Angel of Death Apr 2017

Averted Attention

Something inside my chest is creeping
A void of darkness that keeps me blinded.
As the fog covers my eyes I lose every drop of humanity
Without my humanity I'll lose my sanity
To maintain my sanity I indulge to ****** activities and found a *paradise in hell

Pretty bad.

#*** #paradise #hell #****** #stupid #depression

Thanatus Angel of Death Feb 2017

Meeting a Stranger

A lone figure in the moonlight, a child with a future so bright
Altered beyond recognition when fire and storm collide
Created by a chemical reaction with every change of tide
Alas! An alchemy, maybe that's what it is
But what have we in here?
Its head held high,
Wasps flies every time it says Aye!
Ready to sting every inch of thy skin
Eyes in the middle, its gaze will surely make you fiddle
Blood runs rancid on its veins
Circulating its every inch
But beneath its chest is a golden treasure that you can't even measure
A creation of Frankenstein, a monster in disguise
The child in the shadows who is ready to tell you lies
Face it with all your might or run and take your flight

Some random thoughts.

#people #strange #new