I forget I've lost a friend...
The times we vented, laughed and weeped, you heard me..
Watched me grow into who I am
But not who I'll be..
Time froze that morning.
I'm still going to see you again, I know you'll walk through that door
But I guess that was it, you ain't here no more
Part of me died that morning.
The part I was when near you
The part I loved to brag about
The part I loved full stop
Puts me at ease to know it's just for now not forever
Till next time Brett...

I could free myself laughing from all of your words
I could **** sweet emotions that had me so cursed
Riding from dawn until sunsets our eyes
Soaked by intentions, all's well, I have tried
Miserable Mary get up from your bed
Please guardians, please hear the words i have said
Losing it all without having a clue
The angels will send me and I'll be with you .

'Welcome to reality'
Is all I heard that night
Reading into all my madness, trying not to cry
Crazy, needy, stupid girl why must you trust such fools?
Being lazy, freaking out, Breaking all the rules
Getting close yet pushed so far, I'm lying on the edge
Wish I could stop lusting you 'I will' now hear my pledge
Finding all the stars at night don't  shine quite like before
When I'm with you I realise 'it's you that I want more'

.... One to hide all madness is a fool without belief...

Your heart is set to dwell and drag on constant ties you seek
For those who wish to lay with you are those you shall not keep
Sickened by a piercing blue I wish I wouldn't lust
Not me, not you, not everyone is someone who I'll trust
You're just so imperfect It's so sick I hate the site
You may be so imperfect but to me it's only right.

I cannot look upon your world that I am not apart,
I daydream that in my head I'm somewhere in your heart....

Time and all left blue and out
My conclusion all but doubt
Future, present, trees of the fall...
Makes no sense, no sense at all.

Naked told the winds of change to free your mind forgive the strange ....

Tainted, rotten, rodent, ****
They're the words you've come to numb.
Slipped in deep inside your wound
See the flowers out of bloom
Take my legs, take my arms, take my eyes, my tangled heart.
Leave me nothing i can cope
Just leave me bud, partake in smoke.

"No service here my dear friend"
Looks upon and shook his head
"Hello and welcome"
I'll greet your presence
Stupid whining little peasants
"This coffees too hot, it's too cold"
**** my life you **** *******!
Just deep breaths don't let it sink
I'll pour my love into your drink
Customers aren't always right
The anger stirs throughout my night
Hospitality has driven me mad
I'm a slave to this sick dark land

Sniffing powdered white off my nannas vintage mirror
My inheritance,
My dignity gone
Nannas old, she's dying
Told me stories about the fairies in her head
Dancing her to sleep each night
Would dance upon my head ....

I'm word dribbling my own vision
My vision of a non conformist
Sleeping in the mud
A sign of peace and love
This man is being beaten with his own shoes, what shoes ?!
His dying from madness
Is anyone there ?!!!
Humans they see ,but just they sit and watch
Blood and tears
They soak it up, they love it
They feed off it but enough is enough
Tunnel vision is all I see, on a mission to what ?
Slavery ? To join the herds of sheep that pass my way ?
No we can't
We need our say!!!!

As she cut she squirmed
Not as tough as she thought
Indecent minds alike
Shh just don't get caught
Just leave your ******* soaking in the **** between his teeth
Let him walk over you
Just like he did to me.

Hello poetry!
Oh wait, that's it!  
Read my words see how they fit

Divide my visions of unbroken dreams
This it what you asked for, my devious schemes

Dance to a language of winning days
See my sun, soak up rays

Thank you all to those who share
My love of poetry, I know you care

On this site I see the lives of men and women wrong and right

Don't doubt another's courage to speak
Without support I would not keep

Be at peace show empathy to care

Write your poem
It's time to share...

I wanted to change
But not for good
I wanted to be smarter
Don't know if I could
I wanted all the power
There's none that agreed
Every moment every hour, you're all I see
I wanted you to be there through the days I need you most
I wanted you to hold my hand, I rage, I scream, I boast
I wanted them to fade away so I'm all who you see.
I wish that I was made for you, cause you were made for me.

I now can't stand the sounds of screaming in and out of my mind. Triggered by a lack of motion for healing is to die.
The wasteful grins of unexplained thrills, families can be the ones that ****. Leaves die from the outside as we suffer in. I sigh and wait till pains of words pass, if it never sinks I may aswell fall deep into distasteful glory.

Can't comprehend the best, only the worst

As I watch them drag the body, the hearse.  

Sunken daze of worries and sorrow to watch the sun of a new tomorrow

Brave upon a state so fine with ecstasy for us to pine.

Devour my words, no wisdom is true Is this the world we've come view..

Managed to keep my secret free from all the sick humanity
Of what the world has come to be
Delirious and blackened seas

My wounds now clear from all the shame
How you divide me I'm not sane

Just let me clear my throat once more
To let me bleed across this floor

It's not what I ask for it's what you give
It's all the remains I'm left to live

A time we waited for a boast
Of new intentions, Subtle jokes

I'm not done, nor is he
Won't let us live, won't let us be

This is you
This is me.

The wails from the storm clouds cry from exhaustion
They see all as do the angels without wings
Their trapped to watch a pale pink descend into a blue
Oh how sick the world can be....