i’ve practically
written
every emotion
i’ve experienced with you.

i’ve practically
smiled
at every conversation
i’ve had with you.

i’ve practically
lost myself
in every fleeting moment
i’ve had with you.

i’ve practically
spent more than enough tears
for every heartbreak
i’ve had with you.

fortunately,

for me,

i’ve finally had it with you.

Turning from reality into a dream,
You will be silently dying inside.
I do not have the heart to hurt you ever,
You will commit there your own suicide.

Notwithstanding the pains you continually gave,
I tried to save you, I tried to keep
If you'd been a bit more free and savvy,
We would have developed at least friendship...

There will be a funeral lingering for years,
But 'the meaning of life' won't oppress again
And past was ruined by wrath and angers
So, there is nothing left behind to regain.

You care about future ignoring the now,
You believe time buries all bad theories
Past is more permanent than future, somehow
As one day future will be past in memories

We can still build a nice memory of past
Which we can carry to future to hold on to,
Even if you withhold everything from me,
I'll cling to my blazing, fervent impromptu