It is too dreamlike
to imagine what
freedom
really is.
For I crave the
love
and the safety
I have
found
within you.
Could it be so
different,
with them,
somehow,
I think yes.
I create my own
reality
even as it starts to
suffocate
all of me.
I desire your
release
but we are too
intertwined
to be
changed.
This life I know,
all I remember,
4 years.
Have I seen what is now?
This ****** up
instance,
Time to begin the
seperation
of all I know,
now.